Saturday, August 9, 2008

Chapter 15



Chapter 15

Mao sat on the floor in front of the coffee table. P-chan and Stitch were both in front of her. She frowned down at both dolls.

Why did Pi have to do that?! Why?! As if she wasn’t confused and tortured enough. Somehow she had been able to endure the frustration and inner turmoil before but now that Pi…

‘I’m in love with you.’ It sent another tingle up her spine. He shouldn’t have told her. Shouldn’t have… If he didn’t acknowledge it, she would be able to treat this thing between them as something she just thought up on her own. Something that could not possibly be real and happening. But he just wouldn’t let her.

She had somehow braced herself for some questions Shun might be interested to know. Pi had been acting strange. She knew everyone probably noticed. But what’s stranger was that Shun was acting oblivious about it. He looked and acted so normal that whole night. Or had she just been paranoid? Uwaah-gah! This isn’t healthy anymore.

Massu’s laughter broke into her thoughts. She glanced at him sitting on the couch watching drama re-runs again.

“Homygod, those costumes are lame,” he cackled.

Mao’s eyes absent-mindedly went to the television. He was watching a drama about a blue swindler. Or whatever his color is.

“Whoa! That actor kinda resembles Koyama huh?” he then commented as he ate his instant noodles.

“Who do you think will win in a fight between P-chan and Stitch?” she suddenly blurted out; her eyes back on the dolls. And in her mind an image of Shun in a Stitch outfit and Pi in a P-chan costume were squaring off. (Kinda like those old Ultraman shows when he’s fighting a giant monster.) Kei-chan came into the room at that moment.

“Stitch does have a ray gun and six legs,” Massu said, thoughtfully.

In Mao’s mind popped up an image of Stitch Shun raising a ray gun at Pi, his face all gung-ho.

Massu caught Kei-chan’s eyes who gave him a look. He got the message. “But P-chan can easily defeat him. He has that move… the… um.. Buta Death Roll.”

“Whut?” Mao and Kei-chan both frowned at him.

An image of P-chan Pi plopping down on the ground, rolling over to Stitch Shun making the whole ground shake.

“I’m kinda getting hungry. I want a corn dog now,” Massu said distractedly. All this talk about Buta Rolls…

“I think what’s more important is who do you think will win or want to win?” Kei-chan pointed out.

Mao groaned inwardly. That was it. If she just knew the answer. Ugh. ‘I’m in love with you.’ It’s as if it’s on repeat in her head.

“Look, Kei-chan! You look like him,” she then said, pointing to the television screen wanting to change the topic. Massu nodded vigorously as Kei-chan scoffed.

“I look so much better.”

Mao chuckled as her attention turned back to the dolls. Massu was insisting they should get food. They decided to order pizza then.

“Mao, do you want pizza?” Kei-chan asked as he picked up the phone.

“Yeah, I want Pi,” she said, distractedly.

“What did you just say?”

Mao’s head snapped up. Uh-oh. Massu was smiling, a twinkle in his eye.

“…Zza…,” she finished.

“No, you said you want Pi,” Kei-chan said slowly.

“Heh? I said I want pi… zza,” she defended. “The ‘zza’ just came out slower.”

“No, I think you said what you were really thinking and-,” Kei-chan started as Massu nodded his head vigorously in agreement.

“Kei-chan, it’s you again on the screen!” she exclaimed exaggeratedly, pointing.

“I’m better-looking!” Good thing they distract easily.

**

Kei-chan opened the door to a sour-looking Pi. He was holding a box of pizza.

“Mao, your Pi…,” Kei-chan started. “’Zza’ is here.”

Mao ignored him and stood up.

“You skip work and then have me deliver your pizza?” Pi said, narrowing his eyes at Massu, who just grinned innocently.

Mao and Pi’s eyes met as Kei-chan took the pizza from him. After his confession, he hadn’t done anything about it again. But occasionally they’d be locking eyes and she could see he wasn’t going to let her forget about it. And she had no idea what he would be doing next. He was right. Things have changed whether she likes it or not. It was inevitable.

“Hey Mao, let’s double date,” Pi then said as he stepped into the room.

The smell of pizza wafted out as Massu opened the box on the table, frowning at what Pi said. Kei-chan regarded them thoughtfully.

“Heh?”

Double date? Like she’ll be going out with both Shun and him? Okay, that sounded stupid. Somebody kick her in the head, please.

“You and Oguri. Me and my date,” he explained, grinning. “Oguri came by the shop with some friends. We had a small talk and I just realized it would be fun.”

Is this the same person who just confessed he was in love with her? Okay… focus.

“I suggested it to Oguri. He seemed pretty excited about it.”

Shun? Really? Wait, is this really happening?

“Okay…,” she said, finally able to speak.

Pi cheered and then said goodbye to go back to work, taking a slice of pizza with him, winking at Massu and Kei-chan. Mao felt quite lost. A double date with Pi. Pi with another girl. Another girl that’s not her. Why is the image so wrong? Okay, a kick on her head right now would be just great.

What is he thinking now?

**

Mao nervously smoothened her dress as she and Shun got off the car and walked into the hotel lobby. They were going to try out the buffet at the Japanese restaurant people have been raving about.

Shun had looked at her appreciatively when he came to pick her up. She had spent hours getting ready; not remembering ever to be this nervous. Somehow she felt like she had been trying to look her prettiest for Pi. A thought she squashed as Shun took her hand. As she wondered where Pi is now, they headed for the elevators. Pi’s voice then called out from behind them.

They turned around. Pi never really told her who his date would be. And the curiosity had been eating away at her. She felt her mouth drop open at the sight of the girl at his side. Leah Dizon. Seriously? Not noticing the slight change in Shun’s stance as his hands clasped her hand more tightly.

They watched as Pi and Leah walked towards them. Two perfect looking people. She swears all that was missing was the wind in their hair. She could feel Pi’s eyes on her and she met his gaze hoping it was a steady unaffected one.

**

Awkward laughter came out of Mao’s lips as she wiped her mouth gently with the napkin. It had been that way all night. How can she even pretend to have fun with Leah? And for this, her irritation at Pi got worser as the night wore on.

Pi took a sip of water and observed Mao over the rim of his glass. He knew she was not particularly happy with him right now and with the situation he had placed her in. He wasn’t happy with himself actually. He was still shuddering at the thought he was on a date with Leah. desperate times call for desperate measures. And he wanted Mao to realize it was him she wanted to be with. It was him she should be with… He knew dating Leah would definitely provoke her. And he could see it, no matter how hard she tries to hide it.

Mao felt Shun touch her arm lightly, offering some food. He had been extra attentive to her that night, as if he wasn’t going to let Pi outdo him, who had been equally attentive with Leah. Mao glanced at them bitterly.

Lightning suddenly flashed outside and it started to rain. It had been pretty windy earlier; anticipating this downpour. Heavy droplets splattered onto the windows as other guests looked out worriedly. It looked like it wasn’t going to be stopping soon.

“I’m guessing we might have to spend the night here,” Shun then observed as he turned to Mao.

“Oh.”

She then caught Pi’s eyes sitting across her. He didn’t look too happy with that.

**

Mao absent-mindedly got off the elevator and started across the hall. She had come back from the restaurant, having forgotten her clutch bag in her preoccupied state. They had gotten rooms for the night. One for each couple. So Leah and Pi in one room huh? That doesn’t bother her at all.

“1723,” she muttered under her breath, searching for their room. Her eyes caught the room number on a door and she froze.

What was she doing on the 15th floor?! She screamed in her head. Leah and Pi had their room on the 15h floor. She was definitely insane. A door pulled open and she heard Pi’s voice. Panicking, she whipped around and quickly ran off. She won’t reach the elevators in time. She then dodged around the corner containing a couch set and some big potted plants. Maybe she could hide behind the plants. Yeah.

She ducked towards it, hoping the leaves would cover her. She had her back turned, pretending to examine the leaves in fascination, hoping against hope that Pi won’t be turning his eyes here.

“What are you doing?”

Ah. Crap. She slowly turned around. Pi was giving her a weird look. She gave a small awkward wave and grinned. They watched as a guest who got off the elevator walked past them.

“Where are you going?” she then grabbed the chance after that pause.

“To try to get another room. I told Leah we shouldn’t be doing this on the first date,” he grimaced. “Or ever.”

Mao wanted to bang her head on the wall at the way her heart soared at that.

“Really? And she let you go?”

“I’m going whether she likes it or not. She’s like an anaconda. Might eat me in the middle of the night,” Pi shuddered.

Mao scoffed. “You went out with her. I’m pretty sure you know how it will end.”

“I’m sure it’s pretty obvious you know why I did this,” Pi then retorted. “Isn’t that why you’re here? You don’t want to see me with another girl.”

Mao opened and closed her mouth, trying to think of something to shoot that remark down.

“Why are you here, Mao?”

“I-I got lost!”

“On the 15th floor??’

“That reminds me… Bye!” she started and then quickly turned on her heel.

“Do you love Shun?” he called to her.

Mao stopped in her tracks. Her heart raced. Answer, damnit.

“If you really love him… If you’re really in love with him… you wouldn’t be here right now,” Pi calmly told her back.

Mao then snapped to it and ran towards the elevator, unable to catch the one that was already closing.

**

She returned to her and Shun’s room, finding Shun sitting on the bed, leaning against the headboard, watching TV. It looked like he had showered for the night, wearing the shirt they bought at the gift store.

Mao awkwardly climbed into bed beside him after freshening up. Shun turned his head to her and pulled her closer. Mao put her head on his shoulders as they watched TV. Her thoughts went back to what Pi had said. Does she love Shun? She does! She didn’t want to see him get hurt… She didn’t want to see him sad… but somehow the way she felt about him had changed…. How? He wasn’t Pi…

Shun looked down at her as she closed her eyes tight and buried her face in his neck. He frowned; his heart giving that nervous and restless lurch. The words were at the tip of his tongue why can’t he say them?

He had heard. Heard everything she and Pi had said. He really should stop the habit of accidentally listening in to their conversations. That damn elevator. He had went down to go find Mao since she had been gone for quite a while. Another guest had gotten on the elevator with him. And he got off the 15th floor. That’s when he heard Pi and Mao’s voices. He had held the elevator open, wide-eyed.

Pi was right. What was she doing on the 15th floor? Pi asked Mao if she loves him… her silence… it was deafening… it crushed him. Footsteps had sounded and he quickly pushed the ‘close’ button. He had gotten off the 14th floor and climbed the stairs back to their room. His mind a complete blank. And now with Mao beside him, he still can’t find it in him to confront her. Who knew he’d be such a coward?

He looked down at her again. Mao was watching the TV screen but her mind was somewhere else though, as she kept biting her lip. He started caressing her arm softly. He had an idea who was making her this confused, his eyes clouding.

He had purposely went to the pizza house Pi worked in, planning to talk to him. To tell him to just stay away from Mao. But when he was about to open that topic, Pi had suddenly suggested the double date. Dumbstruck for a few seconds, he had thought he had truly decided to give up on Mao. He was planning to move on. His heart had felt considerably lighter but still wary. There was nothing to worry about anymore… he had thought blindly.

How wrong he was. He knew the moment he saw Pi walk in with Leah. He hadn’t been planning on giving up. He was trying to make a point. Shun thought, his jaw tightening. If he had really wanted to move on, he wouldn’t have brought Leah. And he saw how Mao has been affected…

But she was here right now, isn’t she? By his side. She always comes back to him. That says a lot. That’s what matters. She had chosen him. Him.

Shun then gently lifted Mao’s chin up and slowly leaned forward. She was his. His and his only as their lips moved over each other’s. But Mao’s kiss… it felt like something was holding her back… coupled with that the thoughts that were making him restless came rushing…

His kisses then turned hungry, almost a desperation in them, as his arms encircled around her, locking her in a tight hold as he laid her down. It was as if through this kiss, he was trying to tell her to stay. To never go anywhere. To love him… to always choose him…

Mao’s heart pounded as Shun’s kisses felt more and more different. His hands running all over her body. His mouth almost devouring hers. Her eyes snapped open as she felt his hands go under her shirt and then she started to push him away…

Shun felt a hazy consciousness of hands pushing hard on his chest. Mao broke her lips away from his, still pushing and telling him to stop. Shun then snapped to it as he looked down at her, as if in a daze. Her eyes looking confused and something in them… it ate away at him…

“A-Are you okay?” Mao asked, gently touching his cheek.

Shun shook his head wordlessly then buried his face in the curve of her neck. No, he wasn’t okay.

“Do you want to move in with me?” he then asked impulsively. She really can’t spend anymore time with Pi.

Mao frowned at him and gave an awkward laugh. “What?”

“Move in with me,” he then said as he gazed down at her.

“I don’t think my aunt will let me live if I do that,” she joked, her heart pounding. Shun was really acting strange… Does he…

“Mao, I-,” he started. And then, “You’re probably right. I still have to impress the family.

He forced a grin and Mao gave another laugh as she flicked his forehead. Why can’t he just confront her? Tell her he didn’t want her to be around Pi anymore. But he just can’t do it… Why? Coz he was afraid of messing things up? He’s never went through something like this before. But there really was no reason to bring it all out right? She’s with him… Yes, she’s with him, repeating it to himself over and over again. Trying to block out the nagging feeling at the back of his mind. That it was really because he was afraid of Mao’s real answer…

**

Mao absent-mindedly sipped her glass of water. She was sitting by the glass windows of a coffeeshop, waiting for Shun, looking pre-occupied yet again. Her eyes fell on something on the window and the water sprayed out of her mouth. Other customers had looked at her.

Pi was outside the window. And he had his face pressed against the glass deliberately making an unattractive face. Mao tried hard not to smile or have any reaction as she wiped the water on the table. Some people were pointing, amused at Pi. Some were weirded out. She busied herself with the chocolate cake in front of her, slicing a huge piece and putting it in her mouth, adamant on not acknowledging Pi.

Pi pulled away from the window and waved exaggeratedly at her, grinning. She was refusing to look back at him. He tried again even knocking on the window, still nothing. He narrowed his eyes at her and scowled.

Please don’t come in here, she thought repeatedly when Pi was gone from the window, knowing it will be in vain. And sure enough, his familiar footsteps came nearer and he plopped down on the seat in front of her.

“Oooh, chocolate cake!” he exclaimed, eyes shining. He motioned to the waiter and ordered one for himself too. Mao quietly picked at her cake; Pi’s presence wreaking havoc inside her. How did he find her?

“I can’t believe I’d bump into you here,” Pi then proceeded to say. “I met up with Shige nearby and then I saw you by the window.”

It was true. He did meet up with Shige owing to the fact a tiny problem had arisen. They had met up at this burger place he had been meaning to try out.

“Wow, I had disappeared for a while eh?” Shige said as they sat down.

Pi looked at him, frowning. “Heh?”

“I thought I wouldn’t come out again,” Shige continued. “Whew! That’s the downside when you have an almost non-existent role.”

“How come even in made-up stories I get the least attention?” he then continued, deep in thought.

“Uh…,” Pi said. What was he talking about? “Anyway… Is Jin still bugging you?”

“Now more than ever,” Shige replied, as he bit into his burger remembering his frustration at Pi’s friend again.

He had never really liked Jin and now even less, which he didn’t think could be possible. Jin had been pestering him for information ever since Pi had shown his face to him. If only he had kept a low profile… He’s so far been able to ward off Jin, but for how long he didn’t know.

“I don’t know how long I can keep this up. He might do something about it soon.”

Pi nodded seriously. “Just hold him off for a while longer.”

“When are you coming back? And when are you going to tell Mao?” Shige asked carefully.

Pi took a huge bite out of his burger and chewed.

“I’m not sure. All I care about right now is Mao gets to understand my feelings and she gets to realize hers…”

Shige looked at Pi, feeling a bit sympathetic. He knew what had been going on recently. And he also wished Mao would soon make the both of them happy…

“Me being rich is beside the point. It doesn’t really matter.”

“But it does carry some weight. Technically, you’ve been lying to her from the start.”

Pi waved that away. “She got to know who I really am. It doesn’t change anything between us. Being rich is not a part of me really. It’s just a small pesky detail.”

“But to her-“

“I’m not really worried. You see, we’re pork and beans,” Pi said and then chuckled at that last sentence as Shige shook his head and then smiled despite himself.

Pi watched as Mao was still pretending he didn’t exist. The waiter put the chocolate cake in front of him and he picked up his fork.

“S-Shun’s coming here soon,” she then finally said something. She wanted him to leave.

Pi frowned at her. “I still have chocolate cake.”

Mao glared at him.

“You’ve been avoiding me,” he then said, becoming serious.

And he really hates that. He was coming home one time and Mao had turned the corner. She had jumped when she saw him. His ears perked up and he smiled at her. She then ignored him and hurriedly walked past him, head bent low. He looked taken aback and turned around just in time to see Mao bump hard into a post in her hurry. She stood there wincing as she rubbed her head. Pi started for her. Her head snapped to him and then she quickly ran ahead, looking like an anime character, legs like motor, as he stared at her in awe.

“I’m not. You must be imagining things,” she mumbled lamely as she shoved cake into her mouth.

Yeah right. When Takki had called him to participate in a shoot, he had accepted, using it as an excuse to go find Mao at work. He had arrived earlier than was scheduled and was lucky enough to find her walking towards him, her thoughts far away.

“Am I on your mind?” he then teased as he stopped in front of her.

Mao was startled and looked up. Pi. He didn’t know just how true that is. She scowled at him and started walking. Pi fell into step beside her.

“Are you going to be in the shoot?” he asked, grinning at her.

“Since you’ll be there, I won’t be.”

He growled at her. Then suggested they should have lunch together. They passed by an on-going shoot and he doubled back, before Mao could answer him. Mao looked around, feeling Pi was gone from her side. She saw him enter the room. Frowning, she followed him inside.

Before it could dawn on her, Pi had stopped beside the photographer, whirled him around and punched him in the face. The models screamed and the others could just stare. Mao’s mouth dropped in shock. And then recovering, she pulled him out, saying they should have lunch NOW, before Toma could recover from his own shock. Toma watched, disoriented, as Mao pulled on a really sullen Pi.

Mao pulled him outside quickly. The farther, the better, she thought as she dragged a reluctant Pi. She heaved a sigh of relief when they were at a safe corner.

“Are you crazy?!” she then turned to him. Though she already knew he had the tendency to be.

“He hurt you,” he simply said.

Mao’s angry tirade got lost in her throat. Frankly, when she saw Pi take a swing at Toma, she had felt grateful It was something she had forever wanted to do but just can’t seem to.

She then allowed a smile on her lips. “I admit. It felt quite good seeing that.”

“We can go back. I can hold him down while you stomp on him,” he said, almost serious.

She chuckled. That really was tempting… and then recovered.

“But I don’t want you getting into trouble so don’t ever do that again!” she chided. “Well, not in the workplace. But outside, it’s okay then.”

“Aawww… Mao-tart still cares about me,” he then said, peeking at her, grinning.

A closed expression had appeared on her face. Shouldn’t have said that.

“How about that lunch?” he then changed the topic.

“Whut that?” Mao suddenly said, pointing at his back.

He turned his head back and then realizing his mistake, his head snapped back to Mao. She was gone. What the pudding made him fall for that? He thought frustrated.

He pulled himself out of his reverie to the present. Mao was shoving another mouthful of cake.

“Can you not be so awkward?” he then requested.

Mao avoided his eyes. How can she not be awkward? He had confessed to her, for pudding’s sakes! No matter how much she wanted to let it go… She can’t… She won’t You shouldn’t have said it!

“It’s because of my confession,” he said. It wasn’t a question.

Duh! Glad you’re not an idiot not to come to that conclusion.

“Of course, I’m not an idiot,” Pi retorted.

Wait a minute. How come he knows what I’m thinking?

“Coz it’s written all over your face,” he answered.

Mao’s eyes snapped to him and she narrowed them. She reached for her glass of water only to find it was empty. She called to the waiter who passed by for more water and smiled. The waiter gave her a look before nodding and going Pi also stared at her for a moment. She felt a bit weirded out at that. She looked back at him and then he started wolfing down his chocolate cake. The same waiter came back with her water.

Pi’s head snapped up to him. “Can I have some water as well?” he asked, grinning widely at him.

Mao covered her mouth to stifle a laugh as Pi’s teeth were covered with chocolate, still smiling at the waiter. The waiter stared and then awkwardly went to get some. Pi turned his eyes to her. She was trying not to laugh and then she realized…

“I have chocolate in my teeth too, don’t I?” she said dejectedly.

Pi grinned his chocolatey grin more widely. She paused and then they both burst into laughter. Laughing like idiots, chocolate in their teeth.

“I miss your laugh,” he then said, his eyes softening at her.

Mao stopped. Their gazes locked. Pi smiled again, chocolate everywhere. Mao snorted and they laughed some more. Every time she tells herself that whatever is between them could only lead to nowhere… he somehow does something to convince her otherwise…

Shun walked closer to Mao’s table, feeling a bit sick at what he was seeing. Mao and Pi immediately stopped laughing and pointing at each other.

“S-Shun!” She almost forgot he was coming…

Pi wiped his mouth with the napkin and told them he needed to go anyway. He gave a small wave at Mao and then as he stood up, gave a nod to Shun. Shun didn’t look too happy. He walked towards the cashier to settle the bill, glancing back at the table. Mao was talking animatedly while Shun was quiet and seemed a bit distracted. His eyes settled on Mao who was grinning and seemed to be trying to cajole Shun, noticing his mood.

What he would give… he was willing to wait… no matter how long… for that chocolatey grin to be directed only at him..

**

Mao dragged her steps towards their building, feeling distracted and out of it. She had just come back from the movies with Shun, somehow feeling a bit guilty at how she was glad that he didn’t have to give her a ride home. He had received a call for an important meeting and she insisted she can go home alone. Grabbing this opportunity, she just wanted to be alone. To take some time to think to clear her mind…

Trying to ignore the fact that the reason she was feeling a bit down was because Pi had been gone for three straight days with his previous reason of he just had something to attend to. She kicked at a stone, frustrated. She had Shun by her side! She shouldn’t be thinking of any other guy! But it was getting harder and harder… Shun was lovely to be with… but for some reason, he was becoming more and more of a friend… It wasn’t that she didn’t want to spend time with Shun… But her mind would always drift off to-

She shook her head. Why can’t she just make up her mind? But whoever she chooses she’s bound to hurt someone… and that sucks. (Understatement of the year, she rolled her eyes at herself.)

She was surprised to see Sho sitting on the bench at the entrance, playing his Nintendo DS. That’s a sight to see, she thought amused. He looked like a big kid.

“Hey Sho! Haven’t seen you in a while,” she greeted as she walked towards him.

Sho looked up. “You seem to have a lot on your mind right now. So it’s time for me to magically appear out of nowhere and help you out on some things, which in turn will help trigger a chain of events for more dramatic purposes.”

Mao paused in the act of sitting down, staring at him, confusion on her face. “Ooookay…”

For someone who didn’t talk much in the beginning, he sure had a lot to say now. Though they don’t make sense. She settled in her seat.

“You’re looking kind of stressed lately,” Sho stated, as he put his DS down. “What’s on your mind?”

“I always look like this,” she joked.

“True.”

Mao narrowed her eyes at him.

“You’re missing Yamashita,” he then said, matter-of-factly. “And your relationship with Oguri is burning you out because of him.”

Mao’s head snapped to him as her eyes widened.

“W-What are you talking about?”

“If you love Oguri, being with him shouldn’t be this hard for you,” Sho said seriously.

Mao looked at him. Startled at how he was able to see right through her right now.

“You know very well who your heart wants,” he continued. “Why won’t you give it a chance?”

Mao’s mind had gone blank. “I’I’ve never seen this humorous side of you. He-he-he,” was all she could say.

“I’m saying all these cheesy lines. The least you could do is admit it already.”

Mao opened her mouth to speak. Sho took a deep breath and plunged on.

“You’re in love with him. Just admit it. You want to run to him but the thought of losing him maybe in the future is stopping you from doing that. That’s just stupid. (Though you probably know that and is soon going to choose Yamashita but I’m just giving you this little push.) I don’t think Yamashita will allow that to happen anyway. I know you don’t want to hurt Shun. That’s to be expected. But you’re hurting him more. Being with him but always thinking of someone else. You’d be surprised to see what will happen if you just tell him how you really feel.”

Mao stared at him, mouth hanging open. Sho reached out and pushed her chin up to close it.

“H-How… Y-You..”

“I just know,” he shrugged since there was no one else to say it for him this time.

“So you’re like the Sho-racle?” her lips twitched.

Sho stared at her and then said, “You two really belong together.”

“Whut?”

He picked his DS back up and started playing. “Do something about it before it’s too late,” he then said, concentrating on his game.

Mao bit her lip, deep in thought.

**

Mao was still deep in thought, her brow furrowed as she stepped onto their floor. She had left Sho with his DS. Seems like he’s finished imparting his wisdom to her. All hail the Sho-racle. Whut?

“You’re going to get uglier and uglier if you don’t stop stressing,” she heard Ryo say.

She looked up and saw him leaning on his door with his usual smug smirk.

“I really should stop hanging around ugly people like you then,” she shot back.

She struggled to get away as Ryo had her in a headlock. He chuckled as he let her go while her eyes shot daggers at him. He then pulled her towards the next flight of stairs and they sat down.

“It’s been a while since we’ve done this eh?” he then said.

“Yeah. It is… Awww… you missed me.”

Ryo rolled his eyes and scoffed. “So have you talked to Sakurai?”

“Wait a minute-“

“I have said we should just bang you and Pi’s head together.”

Mao opened and closed her mouth.

“Do you really expect no one will ever notice?” Ryo asked, shaking his head.

“We really don’t want to see you like this,” he then continued, flicking Mao on her forehead. “Didn’t I tell you to be careful?”

Mao rubbed her forehead, pouting, eyes softening at him.

“Now I want you to be happy,” he then said as he took out Pi’s iPod video from his pocket and handed it to Mao.

Mao took it not understanding as she looked at him questioningly.

“Koyama found it in his room. Pi must have left it accidentally. Let’s just say, he had seen Pi watching something on it looking quite giddy. We thought maybe you should know the reason.”

Mao frowned down at the iPod and then looked back to Ryo.

“Thank you,” she said, smiling.

Ryo patted her on the head and leaned forward, as if to kiss her on it. But then suddenly ruffled her hair instead as they sat there grinning at each other.

“If you still don’t get it, I’m going to sic Tego on you,” he warned sternly making Mao laugh.

Ryo sat there as he watched Mao close the door to her room. He ruffled his won hair and then smiled a genuine smile as he looked to her door.

**

Mao put on the earphones as she sat down on the couch. Ryo had told her to watch the one named “Video”. Sounds sketchy. Is he pulling her leg? This could be porn! She gasped in her head, her nervousness making her think up ridiculous thoughts again. She pushed play.

And was startled to see her own face appear on the screen. It was the time Massu had been playing around with Pi’s video camera. He had pointed it at her and then started pinching her cheek with his right hand.

“Aigoo~ so meaty,” Massu teased, as she narrowed his eyes at him.

“Why are you aigoo-ing too?” Pi huffed in the background.

“Look! Mao’s face is filling up the whole screen. I’m gonna be crushed! Aaah!” Massu continued, laughing.

Massu’s wounded cries came as she had reached out for his cheeks and was pinching him hard, looking into the camera.

“Who’s the Meat Bun? Huh? Huh?”

“You are!” he shouted and then, “Ow! OW!”

“I’m not letting go!” she said laughing.

“It’s me! It’s me!” Massu howled as she stuck her tongue out at him and crossed her eyes.

The video jumped to a different scene of her on her couch. The camera focused on her. She was wiping away tears and blowing her nose.

“Can you tell our viewers why you are crying?” Pi’s voice called.

“Get that away!”

“We’ve just finished watching a documentary on cruel seal killing,” Pi somberly said when he directed the camera at himself.

The camera turned back to her. “It’s just insane! They were so helpless and innocent. It’s inhuman!”

She blew on her nose again. And reached for more tissue.

“You still have snot coming out.”

“Oh, thanks,” she said, reaching up to wipe it and then stopped.

“Oof!” Pi. She had kicked him.

“Stop filming! Why do you even want to capture this moment? Is my nose red?”

“I just think it’s endearing,” Pi explained from behind the camera.

She blew her nose loudly.

“Not that though.”

Next scene. She was sound asleep on the couch as stifled giggles could be heard in the background. Massu and Kei-chan waved to the camera. They then focused the camera on her face. Mouth slightly open and then she let out a light snore. Not a pretty sight. The camera wobbled as she heard stifled laughter.

“The Mao in its natural habitat,” Kei-chan announced in a whisper.

Stifled laughter again. Another light snore. Her unfocused eyes then opened. She looked straight at the camera. Massu and Kei-chan seemed to be holding their breaths. And then-

“What are you doing?!” she yelled, reaching for a cushion ready to smack the two.

“You looked so cute sleeping!” Kei-chan tried to reason.

The next scene was of Pi and her. She remembered it was supposed to be their rap video. She was in her star beanie and a printed jacket three times her size. Pi was wearing a baseball cap and a printed jacket as well. They had lots of bling-bling. She then started rapping while Pi attempted at beatboxing which mostly consisted of ‘Pffft’.

“I’m the Maoster and I like peanut butter. Uh. Uh.”

Pffft. “Fo sho, Fo sho.”

“Pi-ter pan, my main man. Hey Say Jump’s biggest fan.”

Pffft. “Freaky freaky fresh.”

“We be fly, fly. Now give me that pie.”

Pffft. “Schizzle, yo yo!”

“M to the A to the O. Mao-Mao! P to the I to the N-U-T. Nut-Nut!”

Pffft. ”Holler ya’ll.”

“Represent!” they both yelled. “Like whoa!”

Silence.

“I really wanna slap you guys right now,” Ryo calmly said from behind the camera.

“Word!” they both yelled again, crossing their arms, still in character.

“Like serious bodily harm.”

“Whut? This be the schiznit!” she said.

“Once again!” Pi and her yelled, intending to start rapping again.

“I’m going,” Ryo said.

“Wait! We were just kidding!” she held him down while Pi laughed out loud beside her.

Mao couldn’t stop laughing as she watched Ryo and herself continue to bicker in the video. What craziness. But then her eyes went to Pi and her laughter faded away. He had stopped laughing and was now looking at her with a small smile on his lips. Just looking at her contentedly as she continued to talk to Ryo animatedly. She turned to face him in the video, suggesting ideas for more videos as Pi chuckled and just looked at her.

Her heart thumped wildly. Almost as if it was going to jump out. These clips… the way Pi was looking at her… It made her breathless… What was she hesitating for? She wanted those eyes to always, always be looking at her didn’t she? Ever since… His eyes… That look had always been reserved for her…

Before it’s too late… Sho’s words came back to her. She thought of the double date with Pi and Leah again… She doesn’t want to lose him to anyone… She can’t…

**

“And there she goes,” Ryo said as Mao zoomed past them and rounded the corner. He and Sho were both playing Nintendo DS.

“I knew the video would do it.”

“I bet that ‘before it’s too late’ speech had something to do with it too,” Sho said. “Works everytime.”

“Who do you think she’s running to?”

“Oguri.”

“If you know almost everything that’s happening or going to happen, why don’t you just tell them? Lay it all out?” Ryo asked.

“That wouldn’t be fun now, would it?” Sho smiled. “It’s better if they figure it out for themselves.”

Ryo nodded solemnly at that.

“Besides, we’ve still got a couple of chapters to go.”

“Ah.”

Their attention went back to their DS.

And then something came back to Ryo,” Did she just run out in her house slippers?”

“Yeah,” Sho nodded.

Ryo smirked and then shook his head.

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Yamapiggy: aneyong! ^^ i'm glad to be able to post this one chapter. i have other chapters but unfortunately my computer is holding out on me. T___T i can't type them all up. i wish i can put them up soon.
hope you guys like this! ^^ thank you so much for the wonderful comments ne! ^^ Go Big Bang!!!! <--random hehehe!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Chapter 14



Chapter 14

“Summertime” by NewS blasted on the car radio and they all sang along to the chorus.

“This is the Summer Time
Natsu no mae ni kimi ni aeta kara
saikou no nami ga kiteiru no sa
Sunao na mama tsutaeru kara
shiokaze ni negai wo takusu no sa…”

“It’s weird how we all know the lyrics eh?” Kei-chan mused from the back.

“I’ve always wondered why we would sometimes suddenly break into songs,” Massu mused.

“Yeah, this really isn’t High School Musical,” Mao chirped as Shun laughed beside her.

“And what’s up Zac Efron always looking like he’s about to cry? Or sometimes even looking constipated.”

“I can’t believe you even watched High School Musical.”

The steady flow of jabbing and small talk continued. Massy threw a bag of Cheetos over to Mao. They were on their way to the beach. A little trip Shun had organized. Maybe to make things right with her friends someway. Kei-chan and Massu occupied the backseat of the van they had borrowed. Tego sat alone in front of them, now asking Mao (sitting in front of him with Shun) to take a picture with him. Ryo drove while Pi sat in the passenger seat. It had been pretty awkward at first between Shun and the others but he’s spending a lot more time with them now… They were getting there…

She had told them everything and that they were back together. No questions asked they accepted her decision although she knew they might not be too keen on that. She didn’t know what to say to Pi. His face didn’t betray anything. She had thought of telling him. But what for? And it would be weirder if she had to explain it to him..

Of course it had been awkward between her and Shun too. At least on her part. It’s just weird trying to forget something like that… But they were working on it. And for Shun everything was back to the way things were… But for her… Her eyes went towards the passenger seat. Pi was looking out the window, as if deep in thought.

She then reached out her hand for the radio. Ryo immediately slapped it away.

“Don’t you dare put in your Big Bang CD!”

“There’s nothing good on the radio anyway!” Mao said as she tried again.

Ryo pushed her hand away and tried to push her back onto her seat, trying to keep his eyes on the road. Mao resisting.

“We’re going to dieeeeee!” Tego squealed.

Kei-chan bopped him on the head.

“Please pull your girlfriend back now,” Ryo said, still pushing Mao away..

Shun chuckling pulled her suddenly to him and she ended up on his lap. Mao glaring at Ryo, who was smirking. Her eyes glanced at Pi. He had no reaction whatsoever as if nothing happened.

What was up with him? He hadn’t been spending that much time with them lately. Always having an excuse to be elsewhere. Things shouldn’t be changing between them. She thought, getting frustrated. Not realizing it was naïve of her to think that.

**

“Here,” Mao offered, handing Pi a bottle of juice. “Are you alright? You seem out of it.”

He had been leaning on the car, absent-mindedly staring off into space. They had stopped for gas and some more food supplies. Massu had almost cleaned them out.

“Do you realize how early it is?” Pi pouted.

Mao chuckled. But she had wanted to ask him about avoiding-

“Mao! Wanna have half of my sandwich?” Shun called out to her.

She gave Pi a little wave and ran to Shun. Pi’s eyes following her. Shun held the sandwich as Mao leaned forward to bite into it. But Shun was teasing her and wasn’t letting her. She then hit him on the arm and tried to snatch the sandwich away, chasing after Shun.

“What are you going to do about Mao?” Ryo suddenly asked, stepping beside him.

“Whut?” Pi stalled, twisting the cap off the bottle.

Ryo snorted at his attempt. “I’m not blind. After seeing you wait outside of her door that night?”

Pi took a swig of juice, still keeping silent.

“And I can see the way you guys looked at each other or are trying to avoid looking at each other. It’s disgusting!”

“I don’t get why she went back to Shun. Or why you allowed it,” Ryo pressed on. Pi still silent.

“She wanted to be just friends. She was very clear about that.”

Mao’s laughter rang out as Shun had lifted her up and locked her in his arms, preventing her from hitting him again.

“And you’re listening to Mao? The most indecisive person on the planet?” Ryo asked in disbelief.

“Whut?” Pi asked distractedly, trying to block out Mao and Oguri.

Ryo threw his hands up. Maybe next time.

“It’s your turn to drive.”

**

Pi kept his eyes on the road but unable to help glancing at the rear view mirror occasionally. He could see Mao and Shun listening to their mp3, munching on Cheetos. All the others were asleep. Massu and Koyama’s mouth hang open.

Mao popped a piece of Cheetos into her mouth. Shun attempted to take it away with his mouth, teasing her. She pushed him away, glaring, embarrassed. Shun slowly leaned forward again…

The car stopped all of a sudden. Shun and Mao almost propelled forward. BAM! Massu and Kei-chan bumped their heads while Tego dropped to the floor. Ryo who had been sleeping too almost went through the windshield.

“What the pudding happened?” Ryo demanded, looking at Pi, rubbing his head.

“A raccoon suddenly just ran past!” Pi said, pointing out the window.

“Huh?” they all chorused as they looked out, unbelieving.

“It’s not my fault there was a raccoon!” Pi said hotly. But it wasn’t a raccoon obviously. It was the fact Oguri had been leaning towards Mao. He couldn’t help it and quickly stepped on the brakes hard.

They drove on again, after they let it go.

“OW!” they all chorused as the car jolted to a stop abruptly once more.

“Pi!” Mao glowered.

“The dog! Didn’t you guys see the dog?” Pi demanded. Oguri had been getting close to Mao again.

Ryo stared at Pi’s strained look and then glanced back at Mao and Oguri.

“This is going to be one long ride,” he then muttered.

And then to Pi he softly hissed, “Decide on what you really want already!”

Pi’s eyes went to the rear view mirror again. Back at Mao, whose forehead was being rubbed by Oguri, checking to see if she was okay.

**

“Why would we want to look at a cave?” Ryo complained, as he carefully stepped on the sharp rocks.

“Maybe there would be treasure inside! Or it’s really the bat cave!” Massu joked as he tried to regain his balance.

“The bat cave in Japan?”

“It’s not impossible.”

Kei-chan started humming the old Batman theme.

“Batmaaaan!” he and Massu shouted.

Mao, laughing, almost lost her footing and two hands shot to her. She immediately grabbed hold of one, pulled at it and held tight. She looked up and was surprised to see Pi, looking down at her. Shun slowly put his hand down, blinking at the way Pi quickly went to Mao’s side. Mao immediately stepped away and went towards Shun. Pi walked on ahead.

“Ack!” Mao yelled as she slipped in the end and scraped her knee on the rocks. “Ow! Ow!”

Pi hurriedly jumped back towards her. But Shun was on her side. He had sat Mao down and was looking at her knee. Pi looked on, worry creasing his brow.

“Does it sting?” Shun asked.

“Not so much but I’m sure it will later,” Mao whined. “I’m such a klutz.”

Shun smiled up at her and then blew on her wound, gently touching her knee. Mao looked at him. He gave her knee a slight kiss.

“It would be all better now.”

Mao gave a small chuckle at his goofy grin as he took out his bandana and started wrapping the wound.

“See? It’s really dangerous here! Let’s just go into the water,” they heard Ryo say up front, his hands on his waist.

**

“Let me try,” Mao whined as Pi slowly floated towards them sitting on his surfboard. Shun was still out there.

Massu was content as he lay on his back and floated behind Mao, enjoying the feel of the sun. Ryo was swimming back towards them. Tego and Kei-chan who was floating along side her was also expressing their wish to take a turn.

“Waves aren’t big enough though,” Pi said, as he reached out his hand to pull Mao up to the board.

Mao was having a hard time getting up, no matter how much Pi pulled her. And the others just watched on. She almost looked comical. She was slumped over the board, looking like a koala. Her butt facing the others as Ryo’s cackles resounded. Pi tried to stifle a laugh, his shoulders shaking.

“Not really the most ideal position,” Kei-chan mused.

“Still, you have a nice ass, Mao,” Tego reassured.

“Stop looking at my butt, Yoshi,” Mao grumbled.

Ryo was still laughing his head odd but then was left coughing as seawater got into his mouth. She started slipping and then hit her forehead on the board before dropping into the water. She coughed as Pi jumped in.

“Are you okay?” he asked, voice full of concern, pulling her to him, cupping her face.

Mao stared up at him as he examined her forehead closely, gently touching it. (Tego was muttering ‘Let me at him. Let me at him’ as Kei-chan pulled him away) They met each other’s gazes. Shun suddenly pulled her and touched her forehead.

“Be careful next time.”

“It’s just a little bump.”

Shun gently rubbed it as he glanced at Pi, a small frown appearing on his brow. Pi avoided his gaze.

“My turn at the board!” Kei-chan called, raising his hands.

“Don’t do a Mao now,” Ryo joked.

“Shut up!”

**

Mao chuckled as she sat and watched Kei-chan and Tego digging up a huge hole in the sand. Her eyes went to Massu who was lying down beside her, asleep. They were intending to bury Massu in the hole up to his neck. She shook her head as Kei-chan directed Tego.

She then looked around, eyes looking for someone. She saw Ryo coming back with a drink in his hand. But Pi had been gone for a while now. What was up with her? Always looking for Pi? Not good, not good.

“You look crazy trying to smack your head like that,” Ryo cracked. Mao glared up at him. “What are you thinking of anyway?”

She suddenly saw Pi walking towards them holding a toy pail in his hand. Ryo rolled his eyes and then got distracted by Kei-chan and Tego. Wanna help bury Massu? They asked. Ryo was more than glad to help.

“Mao!” Pi waved at her and pointed at the pail. Mao frowning, jogged towards him as Pi set the pail down on the sand.

Mao kneeled down on the sand in front of Pi and the pail. He looked mighty happy about something. Mao tried to peer into the pail but Pi covered it with his hands.

“Did you bully a kid into giving you his toy pail?” Mao joked.

“Yeah, I’ve buried him in the sand. He’s crying for his mommy.”

Mao stuck her tongue out at him. “Bully Buta.”

And then turned to the pail, “What is it you called me over for?”

Pi grinned boyishly at her, like some proud little kid.

“Do you remember you said no one can give a star to anyone? That it’s impossible?”

“Yeah… I think so.”

“Well, you were wrong.”

He then pulled his hands away and Mao looked into the pail. Inside, along with some sand and water was a starfish. Of orange and yellow colors. Pretty.

“See? I was able to give you a star!” Pi declared, proudly pumping his chest out.

Mao slowly looked up at him, chuckling. Her heart doing summersaults as she tried to control herself. Pi looked at her in anticipation, still grinning. It was too sweet. Too damn sweet.

She then placed her two hands on both sides of his cheeks and then squeezed hard.

“Ow!” Pi yelled, pushing her hands away. “What was that for?!”

If she didn’t do that, she wouldn’t want to think about what other thing she could have done. She looked back down at the starfish, trying to avoid looking at Pi, afraid of what he might see in her eyes.

“Should we name him?” she then said cheerfully.

“Name him?” Pi repeated, rubbing his cheeks. What is she thinking anyway? Squeezing like that.

“Yeah. He looks like a Pedro.”

“Pedro?” Pi said in disbelief. “He looks more like a Hector.”

“Hector?! That’s so lame! Besides, he’s my starfish. I get to decide what name,” Mao reminded him.

Pi scowled at her. “I still have a say coz he came from me!”

“Steve’s not a bad name,” he then added.

“Pedro!”

“He can have two names then! Steve Pedro! See?”

“Are you an idiot? That’s sucky! And why does Steve come first? It should be Pedro Steve.”

“Steve Pedro sounds much better,” Pi stuck his tongue out at her.

“I wanna name him too!” Tego suddenly called from behind.

“Don’t make it worse, Yoshi,” Mao groaned as she watched the three of them come near. Massu was already buried up to his neck, shouting apparently not for help but he wants in on the naming.

“Chihuahua.”

“Chihuahua?” they chorused.

“So it will match the name Pedro. Pedro Chihuahua,” Tego said in a dramatics voice.

“It’s Pedro Steve Chihuahua,” Pi corrected.

“Steve sucks,” Tego retorted.

“Tego’s not allowed to name him anymore,” Pi said, holding his hand up as Tego glared at him.

“Supercallifragilisticexpialidocious.” Kei-chan.

“Pedro’s going to be so traumatized,” Mao said, looking down at the starfish. She could almost imagine him screaming for help.

“What are you going to name him?” Kei-chan asked Ryo, who was looking at them like they were all idiots.

“Spongebob.”

“Shouldn’t it be Patrick?”

“No, Spongebob.”

“Pedro is enough,” Mao said exasperated.

“No, it’s Pedro Steve Chihuahua Supercallifragilisticexpialidocious Spongebob,” Pi corrected, mocking her.

“I want to name him The Third!” Massu shouted from behind.

“Retardation is rampant today,” Ryo said as if commenting on the weather.

“So he’s Pedro Steve Chihuahua Supercallifragilisticexpialidocious Spongebob III (The Third),” Pi declared, looking at Mao innocently.

Mao rolled her eyes at him but laughed despite herself. Crazy.

**

“Why isn’t Shun back yet? He’s going to miss the sunset,” Mao said, looking around craning her neck.

Shun had gone off with his camera and might get too distracted. He said he’s be back for the sunset.

Mao piled two mounds of sand on the yet again sleeping Massu’s chest on her left.

“Massu’s grown boobies!” Tego chuckled as he pointed at Massu and nudged Kei-chan beside him to look.

“Let me get a picture,” Kei-chan said, as he rummaged for his camera.

Ryo rolled his eyes and put on his sunglasses on, stretching luxuriously on the sand.

“What are you listening to?” Mao asked Pi on her right.

“Southern All Stars,” he said and offered one earphone to her.

“Maybe we can watch videos instead,” Mao said, as she reached for his iPod. She wanted to watch the video they did for her last time.

“There’s no videos in here,” Pi said, pulling it away from her.

Mao snatched it back. Pi panicked and pulled it back from her, stashing it into his shorts pockets.

“Is there porn in there?”

“Of course not!” Pi scowled.

“Then let me see!” she said, hitting his arm. She was being deliberate seeing how much he didn’t want her looking at the videos.

Mao then pinched both his cheeks hard. Pi’s hands shot up also pinching hers.

“Let go!” they both yelled.

“Again, retardation,” Ryo said as Kei-chan snapped away with his camera.

**

They had grown quiet as the sun started to set. Shun was still nowhere in sight. Massu had woken up confused as to why he had fake boobies and was now staring serenely at the setting sun. It just gave that peaceful inexplicable feeling only something so beautiful could.

Mao glanced at the friends on her left and her right.

“I love you guys,” she softly said, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed as Pi was included.

They all looked at her and murmured something inaudible, probably being shy. (except for Tego who gushed ‘I love you more!’)

He had always loved sunsets. He loved watching it as he listens to Southern All Stars; the emotions it evoked in him. But now as he looked at her sitting there, bathed in the orange glow, he had found something a whole lot more meaningful to look at…

**

“Aren’t you afraid to be sitting alone out here?”

Mao whipped her head around and smiled at Pi who was walking up to her. They were on a small makeshift dock they had found earlier that day.

“There’s plenty of lights anyway. Shun’s going to be here soon,” she then finished quietly.

“He’s always running off somewhere.”

“Yeah, but he was able to catch the sunset. He was pretty excited about something he shot,” she said, thinking back to Shun saying she’ll be able to see it next time.

Pi noticed a makeshift fishing rod beside her and attached to it for bait was-

“Is that a piece of Cheetos?”

Mao laughed. “Yoshi and I were just goofing around earlier. For the fishies!”

“You’re both mental,” Pi teased.

“You don’t have to wait with me. Shun will be back soon.”

Pi took off his slippers and sat down, dipping his feet into the water. Saying it was okay. They lapsed into comfortable silence, listening to the waves.

Here he goes again. Waiting with her now and later she’ll be with Shun. It’s like he’s always giving her away to Shun… Always… and he hated the feeling…

Mao suddenly sighed. “Ah, I miss Pedro.”

“Say his whole name.”

“Fine. Pedro Steve Chihuahua Supercallifragilisticexpialidocious Spongebob III (The Third),” Mao corrected herself, rolling her eyes.

Pi grinned at her and nodded, satisfied. They had let him go knowing he’ll never survive with them. Just hearing the way they name he might have died a little already.

“Too bad I had to let the first star I’ve received go,” Mao said, shrugging. “But Pedro will always be in my heart,” she finished, chuckling.

Pi thought back to the necklace he had bought for her. Pedro had reminded him of it… that’s why he showed it to her. Mao gently kicked at the water. She glanced at Pi who had gone solemn, and then kicked the water hard at him. Water splashed onto Pi. Pi’s eyes went to her and then they started a water fight.

“I just showered!” Mao whined.

“You started it!”

Mao then closed her right eyes as water went into it, grumbling at Pi. Pi then gently cupped her face and checked her eye, blowing on it. She slowly opened it, saying she’s okay now. But Pi was looking at her differently. His hands still cupping her face. Mao had gone immobile, heart pounding. She should pull away. Pull away now!

“Mao… will you miss me if I went away?” Pi softly asked her.

Footsteps behind broke the moment. It was Oguri, carrying chips and sodas, a bit surprised at the position they were in. they explained what happened in what they thought was a casual tone. Pi excused himself and walked away, still feeling Oguri’s eyes on his back. It had looked like he wanted to say something to him…

As Pi walked away, he heard a murmur of conversation. He chanced a glance backwards, as soon as he was at a safe distance. Oguri was opening a bag of chips. He pulled too hard and chips rained everywhere. Laughter carried all the way to him as he watched Mao chiding Oguri playfully.

Pi shoved his hands into his pockets and continued walking. Will she miss him if he went away? He had been seriously thinking of leaving… more and more often, surprising even himself… He didn’t know if he can take it anymore… Having Mao by his side but not really by his side…

**

“Can you skip work?” Pi asked over the other line.

Mao had just finished a call she got from Shun saying he’s safely arrived at Okinawa. They were doing a shoot and he will be gone for two days. The phone had rung as soon as she hung up and it was Pi with his randomness again.

“That would be a ‘no’,” she replied, frowning.

“I’m coming near your building soon. Can you come down?” he then asked.

She noticed his strained voice and agreed. He had been pretty weird recently. Weirder than was normal. Again with the not spending that much time with them... Seems like a lot has been on his mind recently… She quickly walked down the steps and waited. In just a moment, a mini cooper stopped in front of her.

Pi then leaned towards the window.

“Come with me if you want to live,” he said in a low voice.

Mao laughed and rolled her eyes at him as he grinned at her. She stepped towards the car amazed at how he happened to have a mini cooper, admiring it over and over.

“A friend’s. Hop in. Have you had lunch yet?”

“I’ve eaten a bit. But if you’re buying, I’m there!” she said and jumped into the passenger seat.

“Awwww… you even have Teddy! Just like Mr. Bean!” she exclaimed as she snatched up the bear.

“I knew you’d be gushing about that as well,” Pi chuckled.

“So you’re like Mr. Buta. No, wait! Mr. Nut!” Mao guffawed, snorting. Ah, sometimes she just cracks herself up.

Pi made a face at her.

“How about some fresh seafood? Those by the sea!” Pi then said as they drove off.

“Heh?”

“You have the day off. Takki didn’t mind,” Pi said grinning.

“What?! What did you say?”

“I have my ways. You have to spend the day with me. I’m kinda feeling down,” he pouted as he batted his eyelashes.

“You are such a baby!”

Oh well. It was an excuse not to work anyway. She gave Pi a sideways look. Wondering what was troubling him. Whatever she can do to help…

“You’re buying lunch!”

**

Their stomach bursting from all the seafood they pigged out on. They had decided to walk around the small market for a bit. Maybe buy some fruits home. Mao adjusted the star beanie on her head. It had grown a little chilly for her but luckily Pi brought it with him.

“Seems like you’ve planned this ahead,” she said, narrowing her eyes at him/

“Haven’t I told you? We’re spending the night here,” Pi said innocently.

“Heh?!”

“The long drive is tiring. Have you no consideration for other?”

Mao took a deep breath. “Uwaaahh-gah!”

“There you go again, making weird sounds,” Pi clicked his tongue.

They had bickered as they walked on but Mao in the end gave up. There was no way out of this. She pinched Pi’s arm really hard in frustration. Pi winced out loud. After a while, they forgot their little squabble.

“Ooh! Strawberries! Maybe we can make strawberry-banana shake!” Mao cheered, as she ran to check the strawberries.

Pi groaned. “Please don’t say strawberry-banana shake.”

“What’s up with you?”

His dream… Mao and strawberry-banana shake… No! Must. Not. Think. It.

“Where are we staying by the way?”

**

“You seem to have many rich friends,” Mao commented, looking at him, frowning.

Pi just smiled as he opened the gate. Inside, Mao ran up to the glass doors by the living room and happily looked out to the view of the seashore. Pi laid down the food and drinks they bought on the kitchen counter. Shige had done a good job of calling people to tidy the place up for them.

Mao was helping herself to the house, checking it out. There were two bedrooms thankfully. She had been wondering about that… and then slapped herself mentally, stopping her mind from drifting off into a different direction.

“There’s some DVDs in this room, I think,” Pi suddenly said, from behind her and pushed the door she had peeked into, walking in.

He turned on the television and started skimming through the stacks of DVDs underneath it. He grabbed one and popped it into the player. Mao felt her stomach growl. Uh-oh. Not a good sign. She shouldn’t have eaten that much…

She excused herself and went to the bathroom located outside. Pi looked up as she came back all of a sudden.

“Whut?”

“The toilet’s broken…”

“Use the one here then.”

“Is there no bathroom in the other room?”

Pi shook his head. Mao bit her lip, her stomach growled again. Ugh.

“Can you go out first?”

“Heh? Why? The movie’s starting.”

“You can stop it for a while! Just go out, please,” she said as she held onto her stomach. She really had to go.

“The bathroom has a door.”

“I-I can’t go with you just outside,” she then reasoned out lamely.

Pi stared at her for a while.

“Taking a dump is a natural thing. If you’re going, then go. I really don’t care,” he then said.

“I do it too,” he added as an afterthought.

It was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to her. Utterly weird and maybe a bit disgusting but somehow sweet. Mao pouted. He wasn’t budging and then sighing she ran towards the bathroom.

As she washed her hands thoroughly, she was wincing inside. Why did she have to ask him to go? But she had felt embarrassed and shy about it. What the pudding? Shaking her head at the weird situations she manages to end up in. Wiping her hands dry, she then stepped out and her eyes fell upon Pi, who was laying down on the bed, choking.

“Can’t. Breathe,” he wheezed, as he looked at her a mischievous glint in his eyes.

“Tomohisa!” she shouted angrily, glaring at him.

Pi burst into laughter. Ah, always, always at her worst. But… there really was nothing to worry about, as Pi patted the bed, telling her to sit down. She was missing the movie.

**

“You sure you don’t want to take the floor?” she asked again, Uno cards in hand.

Pi narrowed his eyes at her.

“You can sleep in the other room then.”

Mao stuck her tongue out at him. They were sharing a bed that night. Mao somehow felt slightly afraid, sleeping alone in an unfamiliar house. It didn’t help that Pi was tring to scare her earlier, making ghost sounds.

So they decided to sleep in one room. Pi adamantly refused to sleep on the floor. It gets chilly at night! He complained. The bed was big anyway so they had placed pillows to serve as a divider in the middle.

They were playing Uno cards. Music playing softly in the background. Pi stuck his tongue out as he examined the cards in his hands. Mao peeked at him.

Is she crazy? She hadn’t really let the situation sink into her earlier. If she thinks about it, it will just drive her up the wall. Why is she spending a night with Pi? This shouldn’t be the actions of a girl who has a boyfriend.

But he’s a friend! And he looked like he was sort of having problems thought he still hasn’t brought them up. It somehow felt like she was cheating on Shun. No! No! That’s not the case. She was doing this for a friend. But why then did they hide the fact they were together from the other? Making up some excuse of spending the night with their respective “friends”.

Mao pulled her beanie lower on her head. Pi was right. It does get a bit chilly at night.

“Do you have board games here?” she then asked, feeling slightly restless as the thoughts she tried to ignore came flowing.

**

“iPod isn’t a word!” Mao yelled, exasperated as she looked down at the Scrabble board.

“It is too.”

“Take it out.”

“You’re just sore coz you’re losing.”

Mao took a pillow and beaned him on the head. they had been bickering all night, trying to get the better of each other and putting in words that didn’t exist in the dictionary.

“Don’t think just coz you’re a girl, I won’t hit ba-“

Mao beaned the pillow on his face, trying to keep a straight face. Pi paused and then grabbed another pillow and hit her. Mao growled. Pillow fight.

Pi pulled down her beanie over her eyes and beaned her. She pulled it off, gave Pi a smack and then pulled it low over his head, covering almost his entire face. She smacked him again and again and again, as they both burst into laughter.

“I can’t see,” Pi said dramatically, his hands in front of him.

Mao snorted. And then suddenly stopped as she looked at Pi, still laughing, the beanie still covering half of his face. She suddenly grabbed his head and kissed him on the lips.

She pulled away quickly. Her mind had gone completely blank. Her eyes on Pi ,who seemed to have frozen. Slowly, his hands went up and pulled off the beanie. His intense gaze locking with Mao’s. He slowly leaned forward. His lips parting slightly, as Mao closed her eyes, her heart full of anticipation.

Soft. Gentle. Perfect. Both realizing just how much they had longed for the taste… This time their kiss was slow and long, going deeper and deeper. It felt like they were savoring each sigh and sound as their lips moved over each other’s. She felt Pi slowly pull her closer.

And she made herself pull away from his lips. Pi’s heavy-lidded gaze going from her eyes to her lips again. She then clutch the front of his shirt, biting her lips trying to fight back the frustrated tears that were burning in her eyes.

“I’m sorry… I’m really sorry…,” she whispered, hanging her head. She couldn’t look at him… She shouldn’t have done that… But her heart… Her heart…

She can’t do this to Shun… Shun who had done nothing but love her. And she can’t do this to Pi either. Her indecisiveness might just drive him away… Her thoughts suddenly went back to what he had once said to her. If I went away, will you miss me?

They were friends. He can’t go away! The selfish thought popped into her head. Friends should stay by each other’s side, whenever, wherever. That’s how the two of them should be…

“We should stop, Pi. We should stop,” her voice shaking slightly.

Pi looked down at Mao’s lowered head. his heart silently breaking into a million pieces. He gently laid his chin on her head.

“If you say stop, we’ll stop,” he softly said to her as he closed his eyes, hurting and helpless.

**

Pi laid on his side, unable to sleep. Everything had happened so quickly, he still couldn’t believe it. He rolled onto his back and looked over at Mao, her back to him. She was so far off to her side; it was almost as if she was going to fall off the bed. Somehow the pillows hadn’t found their way back in the middle of the bed…

What was he expecting from this little trip of theirs really? He suddenly had the idea of spending just a whole day and night with her. Just the two of them… before he… before he leaves. Yes, he had decided to leave. Though he still hadn’t decided if he was going to tell them beforehand. It was hard as it is…

Was that just it? Somehow like a farewell trip? Or maybe a selfish part of him had thought that Mao would suddenly realize that what they had was real… so real she won’t want to let it go… Apparently he was wrong… Maybe… Maybe what she felt for him wasn’t strong enough…

“Mao… before we stop… can I just hold you tonight?” he softly said, somehow mustering up the courage.

Silence. No movement or reaction whatsoever.

His heart gave a slight twinge. He was about to roll over on his side when he suddenly felt a movement and in a moment Mao was pressing against him, her face buried in his chest.

He looked taken aback, pausing for a while. And then slowly wrapped his arms around her and buried his face in her hair, taking in her scent. Mao snuggled closer to him, their legs almost tangled together.

It was an unspoken understanding. That this will be the last. They have allowed each other to have this one night. One night where they can just forget about everything… and just let go… give in to that connection they have…

As they sank deeper into their warm embrace… eyes getting heavier and heavier… both were wishing somehow that the night would never end…

**

They silently walked towards their respective rooms. Mao’s hand closed in on the doorknob. She glanced behind her the same exact moment Pi did. They both grinned at each other sheepishly.

That morning she had woke up to find Pi gone from her side. He was taking a shower. She buried her face on the pillow, groaning at her actions the night before. Pi’s scent… She could still feel his arms that had embraced her the whole night. Suddenly jerking up, she scolded herself to stop.

Somehow, like nothing happened, they fell into their usual interactions. Joking, hurling insults, goofing around as they finished breakfast and got ready for the ride home. Even in the car they sang along to the songs on the radio, not leaving room for any awkwardness. But as soon as they arrived at their building, reality was dawning on them.

“Bye-bye-cycle,” she then said, chuckling.

“Arienattsuno!” Pi then retorted back.

“Kon-kon!” they simultaneously said, with the gesture. And then laughing, turned to their doors and opened them.

Pi heard Mao’s door quickly closing. He stopped and turned to look at it.

Mao walked towards her bed, rubbing her eyes. She must be feeling really tired… Her frustrations slowly welling up inside her… She blinked her eyes rapidly… The frustrations weren’t going away… Her lips quivered and then she wasn’t able to control it as the tears rolled down.

Pi stood there still, his heart feeling so heavy. He bit his lip and then let out a deep breath. That pesky lump in his throat…

**

“How can I just let you walk away… Just let you leave without a trace… When I stand here taking e-,” Kei-chan sang.

“Will you stop singing that?” Pi snapped at him.

“Tsk. Tsk. Aren’t we touchy today?” Kei-chan said as he fried eggs.

Pi flipped the channels on the TV irritated. He didn’t have to be reminded of THAT.

“I’ll sing a different song then.”

The door opened and Mao stepped in.

“Victims of love are broken down unfair! So sad to see the de-,” Kei-chan sang at the top of his lungs.

Mao and Pi’s eyes locked, wide-eyed.

“Shut up, Kei-chan/Koyama!” they both yelled.

Kei-chan jumped. “What? I can’t sing in my own room now?”

Shaking his head and muttering, he placed the eggs on a plate and then checked on the noodles. Mao grabbed an onigiri off the table. Pi was keeping his eyes on the TV.

“How many eggs do you want, Mao-Mao?”

“I’m going out,” she mumbled and then glanced at Pi. Pi stared fixedly at the TV.

“You got it, you got it bad…,” Massu who opened the door and stepped in was singing.

Mao then jammed the onigiri into his mouth, pushing past Ryo, muttering a hurried good-bye.

“Oooh… Onigiri!” Massu said, his speech garbled.

“They can’t stand singing today,” Kei-chan shrugged as Ryo gave him a questioning look. He then jerked his thumb meaningfully at Pi.

Pi was still staring fixedly at the TV. Is Mao gone? He wondered and then jumped as Koyama’s face appeared before him.

“We need to have a little talk.”

**

They sat at the dining table, bowls of steaming noodles in front of them, regarding each other silently.

Massu suddenly shot his hand up. “I have a question.”

“Whut?”

“Why is Sakurai Sho here?” he then asked, pointing beside him.

Everyone’s eyes turned to Sho.

“Beats me,” Sho shrugged, a bit weirded out himself.

“Because he’s someone who’s all-knowing. A casual observer,” Ryo then explained.

“Heh?” Pi.

“You’ll get it later. Anyway, Pi, we just want to tell you you’re not the male lead in a Korean drama, you know,” Ryo continued.

“Whut?” Pi asked, a confused look directed at Ryo.

“I’m talking about you and Mao.”

Pi shifted uncomfortably in his seat. What are they up to now?

“I was thinking their story is more of a soap opera ne.”

“Nobody came back from the dead though.”

“Anyway,” Ryo cut off pointedly. “I admit, it’s kinda cute in the start, you know. Boy meets girl. Girl gets a boyfriend. Boy and girl realizes they’re in love. Boy and girl are kinda confused. They have their oh-so-sweet little moments but still they can’t be together for some weird and probably stupid reason-“

“Awww… but having a but of drama is good too-“

“Koyama, focus.”

“Sorry,” Koyama squeaked.

“But it’s getting a bit tiring really, watching this go on and on. Just get together already!” Ryo said, exasperated.

“Who’s writing this fanfiction anyway?” Massu asked.

“Whut?”

“I don’t know why I just said that,” Massu said, looking a bit confused.

“Look, I don’t know-,” Pi started.

“Don’t even try denying it. Sakurai?” Koyama then turned to Sho.

“It’s pretty obvious you guys want each other. But there’s something holding you back. Oguri Shun and probably Mao’s issues with your friendship. If she chooses you, things between you might change and become unstable like any other relationship is.”

He paused to eat his noodles.

“Just look at the way one little thing changed everything between Oguri and her. (Don’t ask I just know about these things.) She’s not going to let that happen with you. And you who loves her so much and wants to do everything you can for her, sacrifices your feelings. Also, you’re thinking maybe she doesn’t love you that much so she can actually take not being with you. Wrong, man. It actually shows just how much you mean to her,” he finshed. He then took out his Nintendo DS and started playing.

Pi looked at him, mouth slightly hanging open, dumbstruck. He raised a finger to point at him in awe.

Ryo nodded solemnly. “He just knows, man.”

“So he’s like the Sho-racle?” Pi’s lips twitched.

They all stared at him, as Sho’s game sounded off.

“Wow, did you think that up all by yourself?” Ryo then said sarcastically.

“Why, yes,” he replied, proud of that little joke.

“So, there’s always someone like Sho who just has an insight into these things. So believe it when he says Mao feels strongly about you,” Koyama chirped in.

Pi nodded slowly. Is that really the case?

“I wonder what role I play then?” Massu mused.

“You’re just the guy who can’t stop eating and always tries to be funny,” Ryo said coolly as Massu pouted.

“Then I’m the guy who takes care of everybody and has a big heart,” Koyama said, grinning.

“That’s so boring,” Ryo quipped. “Who wants to be that guy?”

“I take it you’re the wise-cracking idiot who everybody hates,” Koyama said flatly.

“No, I’m the wise-cracking good-looking guy who undoubtedly pawns everyone here.”

“No, you’re the wise-cracker on the outside but sensitive on the inside, especially to Mao whom you are secretly in love with but has given up in the end,” Sho interjected, pointing at him, his eyes not leaving the game.

“Oooh…,” they chorused. Pi’s mind was distracted though.

Ryo scoffed as Koyama and Massu tried to pry more details out of him.

Ryo glared at them and them solemnly said,” I just realized I could never love her more than Pi does…”

They all looked taken aback at that, even Pi heard that one. They all looked solemn for a minute as they saw a side to Ryo they’ve never seen.

“Anyway, you idiots. That’s the last you’ll see of that,” he then hurled at them.

Koyama sighed and then noticed something.

“Where’s Tego, by the way? He was just here a while ago.”

“Oh. I tied him up and stashed him in the closet.”

They stared at him.

“I’m kidding! He went out with some model friends of his, remember?”

A sound came from the closet. Koyama frowned at him.

“We’re here to help you get your girl,” Ryo then said, slapping him on the back.

“Yeah, coz the readers want to see you two getting together,” Massu chimed in.

“Whut?”

“Again, I don’t know why I just said that.”

Pi opened his mouth to speak.

“Hasn’t that night you’ve spent together taught you anything?” Sho then asked.

“He knows,” Massu mouthed at Pi.

“You’re thinking of doing something drastic and stupid, aren’t you?” Ryo asked, narrowing his eyes suspiciously at him.

Pi kept his face blank. He was thinking of leaving… What are they? Mind-readers?

“You do want Mao to be happy, right?” Kei-chan asked seriously. “I don’t think she’d find that with Oguri.”

“You guys are thinking too much,” Ryo said. “It’s time to be honest and go for it.”

Pi’s heart pounded in anticipation and nervousness at the turn of events.

“This sure is a different kind of wake-up call, huh?” he then said, chuckling.

They grinned at him. Another sound came from the closet. Koyama gave Ryo a look, who kept his face blank. Koyama then stood up and pulled open the closet and out came Tego. Bound and gagged. His furious eyes staring up at them as he wiggled.

“What the pudding?”

“He was going to be a pain. So I thought we’d talk to Pi without him,” Ryo said, in a bored tone.

Pi watched as Koyama and Massu started untying Tego. Ryo cackled evilly in the background while Sho concentrated on his game. Hmm… was he supposed to listen to this crazy bunch?

**

“Gyoza. I want gyoza,” Massu said as he and Tego poured over the menu.

They were at their favourite karaoke place. Koyama had organized the get-together. Somehow Pi thought they had come up with something to help him. Honestly, he couldn’t think straight when it came to it. What should he do?

Koyama and Ryo pulled him far away from Mao and Shun who were picking songs from the list.

“Okay, what’s your plan?” Koyama asked excitedly.

“Uh…”

“Don’t tell me you haven’t thought of anything yet?” Ryo rolled his eyes.

“I thought you guys were going to help me?” Pi said, indignant.

“I just realized this is your girl. You should come up with something on your won,” Ryo hissed. “We don’t have to hole your hand in this.”

Pi sighed, knowing Ryo’s helpful streak wouldn’t last.

“But I can’t just jump on her. What if it backfires?” The thought of ruining everything with Mao…

“You’ve already decided. Just take the risk,” Ryo said.

They felt Mao was looking over at them, a suspicious look on her face. They decided to go sing to cover it up. Tego excitedly joined them. As they stood there, the remaining people clapped for them. Mao waiting to watch a good and probably hilarious show. They debated on what song they should sing. Pi’s eyes caught one song.

“This one,” he said.

“But I want to sing another-,” Tego started.

“Not now. We’ll sing this one first,” Koyama interjected. It looked like Pi had a plan.

The music started as Massu dimmed the lights a little. “Won’t Go Home Without You”. Maroon 5.

“I asked her to stay… I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen...,” Pi started to sing.

“She left before I had the chance to say…,“ his eyes on Mao.

Oguri was whispering something into her ear, making her smile.

“The words that would mend the things that were broken,
But now it's far too late, she's gone away…”

Mao then whipped her head to him as the lyrics sank in. Pi… Pi’s gaze locked with her and somehow she couldn’t look away. Something in them was holding her. Shun was saying something and she distractedly said ‘Uh-huh’.

“Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that…”

Pi sang as he felt like he was about to burst. It was awful of him to do this in front of Oguri. He felt sorry but he knew he was going to be more sorry if he didn’t do anything… Mao’s heart was pounding, making her weak…

“It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you…”

He definitely won’t. Not anymore.

“The taste of her breath, I'll never get over,
The noises that she made kept me awake…”

Mao’s thoughts involuntarily went to that night. She could feel a fierce blush as the way Pi sang those words felt like a caress to her…

“The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday…”

She felt her heart give a lurch. What are you doing, Pi? But still, she couldn’t take her eyes off him. They’ve decided haven’t they? Shun took her hand when he felt something was wrong. His eyes flicked towards Pi, who still had his eyes on her.

Mao’s eyes went to Shun and she smiled weakly at him, trying to hide it.

“Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go…”

Mao cast her eyes down as she closed them. Pi wanted her to look at him. He was telling her he had changed his mind… and she cast away the thought that she also wanted too…

“It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you…”

Shun had squeezed her hand. He had felt a nervousness and fear he had never ever felt in his life. She excused herself suddenly to go to the bathroom and ran out the room.

“I won’t go home without you… It’s not over tonight… Just give me one more-“

Pi, after a few thoughts, threw the microphone to Koyama and hurriedly said he needed to go too. Everyone looked taken aback for a second. Shun started to stand up as Koyama cheerfully went to him and asked him to sing.

**

Pi caught up to Mao on the way to the bathroom. He whirled her around. Muffled music sounded off as they both looked at each other silently. Mao rubbed her hands as if cold.

“What the hell was that?” she then demanded. She knew getting angry was no use. But she felt lost. Pi was making her resolve crumble and she can’t let that happen.

Pi wanted to shout it all out right at that moment but he had to be calm or else it would agitate her more.

“It’s weird how Maroon 5 kinda helps me convey how I feel,” he said casually.

“We’ve talked about this Pi-“

“I just realized something,” he then cut her off.

Mao stared at him, waiting for his next words.

“We’re like pork and beans.”

“Heh?”

Pi grinned. “We’re like pork and beans. We belong together.”

That was probably the second sweetest thing anyone had said to her. But now’s not the time for that.

“Stop making jokes. Just stop.”

Mao looked at him, trying to control herself.

“I am dead serious,” he then said, his gaze growing solemn. “I can’t take it anymore, Mao.”

“I won’t listen to this,” she then said and walked past him.

Pi suddenly grabbed her and embraced her from behind. She felt like her legs were about to give in. They can’t do this…

“I’m in love with you,” he then softly said. “Always have…”

Mao closed her eyes as she felt the words. Why did you have to say it?

“I can’t stop…,” he whispered, tightening his hold.

Mao’s eyes snapped open. She quickly pulled away and turned to him.

“Is this some kind of prank you guys are pulling?” she then joked lamely.

“I won’t joke about this. And stop trying to make things go away by treating it as a joke.”

She bit her lip and rubbed her arms again, feeling Pi’s gaze on her.

“Stop looking at me like that,” she then said.

“Then stop looking at me that way.”

Mao’s eyes snapped away from him. She was giving away too much, which was making him plunge further in.

“Why is it so difficult? Why can’t you-,” Pi started to stay.

“Because you’re too good to be true…,” she said quietly.

Pi’s heart skipped a beat. “Funny, I think of you that way too. But I’m willing to-“

“And because of that, it just makes it all the more difficult to get attached to,” she cut him off.

“Look at what happened with Shun. Just one little thing snatched it all away. Made it all crumble. It’s changed things, there’s no doubt about that! I won’t have that with you,” she finished, blinking rapidly to fight back the tears.

“You can’t throw this away just because of the what ifs! Things have changed already. Why don’t we be honest with ourselves?” Pi said getting frustrated.

She rubbed her temples. She can’t make him see. But even she was too confused with her own thoughts right now. She then turned around to go again. Pi grabbed hold of her arm.

“Think about this, Pi. I’m with Shun. I choose to be with him,” she said as she looked up at him.

She then snatched her arm away as Pi limply leaned against the wall. Shun, who had been listening around the corner, quickly walked away.

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Yamapiggy: Finally! >w< gaaahh, my hands... kekeke! i feel like things have gotten a little cheesy ne... been craving for cheese? LOL! typing this up really drained me O_o i just had to introduce Pedro. xD total randomness in this chapter O_Ov i've gotten as confused as they are LOL. curse you maroon5 >w< pork & beans!

Chapter 13



Chapter 13

Pi slammed the door behind him and stood there, glowering and huffing.

“What happened?”

Pi’s head snapped to Ryo who was observing him with a frown. He seems to have just gotten home.

Ryo’s gaze took in Pi’s appearance. “You’re looking flushed and what’s up with your hair?”

Pi’s hand shot up to and he ran his hands through them. Mao’s hands were lost in them just a while ago. His scalp seemed to have gone numb from the thought; his heart racing like crazy.

“Did you guys fight again?” Ryo asked, as Pi stayed silent, his eyes flickering to Mao’s door. His frown deepened.

“You know us. We bicker every chance we get,” Pi said, forcing a grin and then excused himself. He could feel Ryo’s suspicious gaze on his back.

As he walked towards his bed, thoughts of their kiss exploded in his head. He didn’t know what led them to it… but it was amazing… He bit his lip… the feel of Mao’s lips still fresh…. He sat down, feeling a little weak at the thought… He is a geek.

He could never forget that. And he was sure Mao wouldn’t either as he thought back to how she had leaned her body against his… How she felt on his lap… How he craved for more… He knew it sounds so hentai…. But God, how she tasted…

Irritation welled up involuntarily as he thought back to how Oguri’s name came out of Mao’s lips… Those lips that drove his mind reeling… It’s as if she didn’t feel the way he felt… He scowled. But nom there was no denying it… There definitely was something between them… Something strong… deep… Something they weren’t able to control anymore… Something…. Something…

What was he thinking again?? He thought as he rubbed his temples. His forehead felt hot. Must be from all this thinking. He rubbed his eyes. Even his body felt hot. His body’s reaction to Mao was bordering on ridiculous… One kiss…

But he knew he couldn’t really blame her for her reaction though. How angry she got over what happened. How she must have felt guilty. Even though her boyfriend’s an ass…. Asshoooole… Heh? Wasn’t that from some movie?

He laid down on the bed, his head throbbing. That girl is really good at giving him headaches. He closed his eyes, settling under his blanket. A Mao-graine? Heh. But he didn’t mind though… As long as it meant she was always, always going to be there…

**

Mao lay sprawled on her back, staring wide awake at the ceiling. How could she sleep? Her whole being felt so alive. What is she doing?! There was no escape from her thoughts. That kiss… She couldn’t block it. It’s even playing in her head frame by frame as if in a movie. She shook her head hard. Whoa! Her whole world turned. Too hard.

And she has a boyfriend! But no, he’s not her boyfriend anymore! Ass… Still, that kiss shouldn’t have happened. Friends shouldn’t be kissing like that…

Okay, another onslaught of imaged she was trying to forget. She groaned. No. she doesn’t still feel Pi’s lips. She doesn’t think about how his scent was making her feel all tingly. She doesn’t want to kiss him again! She doesn’t feel like she wants to stay in his arms…

She knew she shouldn’t just blame him for what happened. Shouting at him like that…She had been angry, yes. But more at the way she had felt after the kiss…

Her heart sank. But she heard them… She heard the fireworks in her head, as lame as that may sound… It was so wrong yet it felt so right… Okay, another lame thought. Seriously, how does she come up with these? She thought to herself sarcastically, scratching her head in frustration.

She rolled on her side. P-chan and Stitch were both absent from her bed and on the floor. Stitch had already been under the bed thought. She’s always finding him stuck under there, for some weird reason. Must be Tego’s doing. (coughPicough)

Somehow what happened had made her forget the matter with Shun… which worried her even more…

**

Mao opened her door, looked at Pi’s door for a moment and then closed it again. She opened it once more but then shook her head and closed it. Should she really be the one to ask him to talk? She opened her door once again and jumped as Massu was suddenly standing there giving her a weirded-out look.

“Don’t scare me like that!”

Massu frowned. “You’ve been opening and closing your door repeatedly for a while now.”

“What do you want?”

“Pi’s sick,” Massu said, jerking his thumb at Pi’s door.

“Sick?” Mao asked, alarmed.

“I’ve already given him some medicine. He’s resting now. Why aren’t you going to work?”

“I… I took a week’s leave. I deserve it, you know.”

She had called Takki up and told him she needed to visit her mom coz she fell ill (Sorry, Mom.). Takki gave in after much convincing. She really didn’t know how to face Shun and Toma at work just yet. She needed time. Of course, she didn’t tell Shun. She was sure he’ll find out from Takki. Her phone for now would be turned off for a week.

“Lucky! Anyway, good, you can look in on Pi from time to time then.”

Massu had left and she stood at Pi’s door, biting her lip and wondering if this was a good idea. Maybe she should stay away from him for a while. Yeah, she’s been telling herself that quite a lot but does she ever listen?

She peeked in and could see Pi sleeping soundly. Concern for him won over everything else. It must be because they got drenched in the rain.

“You’re such a weakling,” she muttered, as she stopped by his bed, looking down at him, worry creasing her brow.

She felt his forehead. Really hot. Pulling the blanket up to his chin, she thought it best to let him sweat it all out. He’ll feel better after that. She looked around his room. It was practically empty of any house wares but full of little toys and gadgets. Such a boy, she thought endearingly.

She wrung the towel she got out of her room and then started wiping Pi’s face and neck gently. Why am I doing this? She thought, as she gently pushed Pi’s hair out of his face and then slowly went down to his cheek, caressing it.

Soup! This man needs soup! She thought vehemently, wanting to just strangle herself as she threw the towel into the basin making water splash out on the bed.

“Eep!” she squeaked and peeked at Pi. He slept on.

**

“I heard he’s sick,” Tego whispered.

“So we’ll just borrow his laptop and then ask him when he’s awake and all better,” Kei-chan whispered back as he and Tego tiptoed into Pi’s room.

“Maybe those voodoo dolls do work,” Tego snickered.

“What was that?”

“Nothing…,” Tego answered innocently. “Laptop!”

Kei-chan snapped it up off the table and was about to go when…

“Do you hear something?”

Tego looked around. “Maybe he’s just snoring.”

Kei-chan frowned and walked to Pi’s bed, crouching down beside him. Tego followed suit, wondering why Koyama was wasting his time.

“See? Nothing.”

“Mao…,” Pi mumbled.

“Is he saying ‘Ma’?” Kei-chan wondered, rubbing his chin.

“’Ma’? Is he crying out for his mommy?” Tego cackled.

Kei-chan gave him a slap on the head.

“You’re allowed to laugh like a psycho when we’re out of here.”

Tego rubbed his head with a wounded look. “Maybe he’s calling out for you KoyaMama.”

“Me?” Kei-chan perked up. “Aaww… I knew I take good care of you guys-“

“Kiss…”

“He’s asking a kiss from you?” Tego once again cackled.

SLAP.

“Psycho laugh. Leave for later.”

“Ma… Kiss…”

“No, wait. Is he saying ‘monkeys’?” Kei-chan looked at Tego.

“Why are you looking at me?” Tego said, defensively.

Kei-chan gave him a glare.

“And why would he be dreaming about monkeys?” Tego added.

“Maybe he likes bananas.”

“Whut?”

“Mao… Kiss…”

“Mao. Kiss. Mao. Kiss. Homygod! He and Mao kissed?!” Kei-chan’s eyes widened.

“WHAT?!”

Kei-chan covered Tego’s mouth as Pi stirred. He tried to stop Tego from hurling himself at Pi. Kei-chan shushed him and looked at him sternly. Tego calmed down a bit, breathing heavily.

“We’re not sure, okay? I’m just guessing here.”

“Your guess is totally off!” Tego pouted.

“Fine. Maybe we can ask him.”

“Right now? He’s sleeping. Are you going bananas?”

“A-ha-ha-ha. He’s already mumbling. Let’s try. Pi, did you and Mao kiss?” Kei-chan asked excitedly.

“Yes,” Pi mumbled.

Tego let out a howl like a wounded animal and prepared to jump on Pi. Kei-chan pulled him back. He was going to wake Pi up! Where’s a pair of socks when you need to gag someone?

“Wait!” Kei-chan grunted. “We have another important question. Pi, do you like Mao?”

“Mao’s mine!” Tego shouted at the top of his lungs.

Pi jerked awake and turned his unfocused eyes to Kei-chan, who had Tego in a headlock, grinning widely at him. Tego seemed to be shooting daggers at him with his eyes but he wasn’t sure.

He swallowed; his throat uncomfortably dry.

“W-What are you guys doing here?” Pi asked weakly, his head still throbbing.

“Can we borrow your laptop?” Kei-chan grinned as Tego tried to escape his hold.

**

Mao put the thermos down. She had ran out of instant soups so she went out to buy some. She endearingly thought back to how Pi had made soup for her. Well, this time she was just returning the favour, she thought firmly.

She felt his forehead again. His fever seemed to have gone down. Good. She heard Kei-chan and Tego arguing again. She had heard their weird conversation outside when she came back.

“Massu’s mine!”

“Wait, did you just say Massu?”

“I mean Mao! See? He’s making me so mad!”

“Should I be concerned here, Tego?”

“Shut up!”

Weird. They better keep it down. She thought as she looked down at Pi. She stood up to tell them off when they have suddenly gone quiet.

Her eyes went to Pi again. She kneeled beside his bed and gazed at him, sleeping like a little boy. A smile unconsciously touched her lips.

Her eyes then involuntarily went to his lips. Did they really felt that… She slowly leaned forward, as if drawn to them… And then pulled herself back really hard. She toppled back and banged her head on the wall behind her. Idiot! She scolded herself, wincing in pain as she rubbed her head. She saw Pi stir and she quickly got up and scrambled out of the room.

Pi opened his eyes. He thought he heard the door close. He doesn’t feel that groggy anymore. Thought he was drenched in his sweat. He lifted his head up and then his eyes went to the thermos.

“DRINK!” A post-it stuck to it. He knew who it was from. True Mao fashion.

His smile lit up his face. He put his head back down on the pillow and then smiled giddily into it. It for sure wasn’t the fever anymore that was making him delirious.

**

“Yo!” Nah. Trying to act too nonchalant.

Mao stood outside Pi’s door the following day, trying to decide what was the best approach to take when she goes in to see him.

“So who’s the world’s weakest weakling?” she tried cheerfully. Hmm…

“My kiss gave you that fever, eh?” she tried again, giving an exaggerated wink at an imaginary Pi.

She slapped her cheeks. Was she going insane? She took a deep breath. Ah, whatever happens happens then. She knocked and turned the knob. Peeking in, she saw Pi sitting on his bed, drinking medicine.

“Morning, weakling!” she greeted cheerfully, wincing inside. She can’t help it. It was a defense mechanism.

Pi gave her a glare and she stepped inside carefully. She stood by the couch awkwardly as Pi gazed at her intently while she tried to grasp for something to talk about. She was about to open her mouth when-

“About what happened…,” Pi started.

“Yeah, about that, crazy huh?” Mao laughed awkwardly. She thought she’d be able to stall talking about it.

“It felt real,” Pi said simply.

“Of course! It really did happen,” Mao said, her mind in overdrive.

“I meant-“

“It was just the heat of the moment!” she said almost too strongly. Pi looked taken aback.

And then giving a small laugh, she added,” I was hurting that time and you were there and… and things got out of hand… and maybe- maybe somehow I was just trying to get back at Shun.”

Pi’s sharp gaze added to the twinge she felt in her heart. She knew she shouldn’t say that but… she can’t let things get more complicated…

“I just don’t know. After the kiss, I was thinking ‘What the fu- pudding is going on?!”

“What the pudding?”

Mao grinned. “I shouldn’t really use the other word. Anyway, I just don’t want that to ruin what we have. Our friendship. This- This matter with Shun is already draining me. And I know it’s selfish of me. But I need you as my friend.”

“Everything’s so complicated, so confusing. But I want the friendship between us to stay the way it is. Because – Because…”

Because the thought of losing you, just like what happened with Shun, is something I don’t ever want to face. She suddenly thought. And being friends with you is the only way I can think of to keep that from happening… Feelings… Feelings just screws everything up…

“Because you’re a girl and I’m a boy-“

“Um…” Pi wanted to correct her.

“And you know, sometimes it just can’t be helped but that doesn’t mean we have to let it come between our friendship right? So let’s swear never to kiss again and we’re good!” she said, an urgency in her voice as her eyes watched Pi’s reaction.

“Never to kiss again?” Pi pursed his lips and glance at Mao. That kiss had almost turned his whole world upside down. How can she say that?

Mao felt a blush creeping up her face.

“Yes. Friends, remember?”

Pi let out a laugh.

“Okay. Friends,” he said pointedly.

Maybe he was still weak from the fever. Or maybe he was just tired already… Apparently, that was really all he was ever going to be… If she was that adamant on shooting down anything that would say otherwise…

He watched as Mao’s lips broke into a relieved smile. Fighting to bite back the screaming protest he was longing to say… Fighting to forget about their kiss that said more than any words can express…

How long can he stay as her friend? When all he wants is to be more than that? And he thought she didn’t want him to stop looking at her the way he would…?

Mao held up her hand and waved.

“I’m going back to my room to sulk some more.”

“You don’t have to go to work?”

She told him about taking a week’s leave.

“I just… I just want to be sure I’m ready to face them. On my terms,” she said quietly.

Their eyes locked.

“Well, then, bye-bye-cycle,” she suddenly said.

“Heh? Arienattsuno!” he exclaimed.

They both laughed.

“Kon-kon!” she said, holding up a fox sign and then closed the door behind her. Pi then laid down limply on the bed, closing his eyes.

Mao closed her eyes and leaned her head back on the door. She wasn’t stupid. She knows there was an attraction between them… Something she can’t deny… But… things would be simpler if they stayed the way they were right now… There would be no chance of screwing it up…

**

Mao rolled over on her back. She must have dozed off again. Four in the afternoon, the clock read. Her thoughts went to Pi and the others. It had been a while she had spent time with them. Lately, she just wanted to be alone… She already told all of them what happened with Shun. And she loved them all for their support in their own way.

“I guess you’re stuck with me then. See you at 40!” Ryo said, grinning. But she knew he was gritting his teeth and will not let Shun off easily when he meets him.

“You can have all of my gyoza,” Massu said as he handed it all to her, along with a hug.

Well, no one can decipher what Kei-chan was rattling off anymore in his anger but Mao hugged him and he stopped and hugged her back.

“I have Oguri’s voodoo doll,” Tego had said, handing it to her. “Let’s burn him right now.”

“Why do you have an Oguri voodoo doll at the ready?”

“Uh…”

Those guys are just love… She stretched her arms and yawned loudly. Her eyes cayght an iPod video on her nightstand with “Watch Me!” witten on a post-it.

Frowning, she picked it up and put on the earphones. What are those guys up to now? There was only one video in it. For Mao-tart. She pressed play. Pi’s couch then came into view.

“Go on!” Kei-chan’s voice came from behind the camera.

“Why do I need to give a message? What is this cheesiness again?” Ryo demanded as Massu and Tego pushed him down on the couch. Tego waved at the camera before stepping away. Ryo stood up and headed for the door.

“Get him!” someone shouted. The camera shook and then was turned off.

Next cut. Mao burst out laughing. Ryo was sitting on the couch. He was tied up, using a jump rope, with a very dark look on his face.

“Read your message,” Kei-chan’s voice called out happily.

“Hi, Mao! You’re looking great today! And I love porn- What the hell?!”

Massu and Tego’s voice cackled off-cam.

“Which idiot wrote that idiot board?” Kei-chan demanded.

“Ohhhh… was that supposed to be funny?” Massu teased Kei-chan.

“I’m going to untie Ryo now."

“W-Wait!” Massu cried.

Mao can’t stop laughing.

“Mao, just come out and play. They are going crazy,” Ryo said, rolling his eyes and leaned back in frustration.

Next cut. Tego sat down on the couch fixing his hair and clothes.

“Are you ready? We’re not taking ID pictures here,” Pi’s voice called.

Tego glared at someone off-cam. He cleared his throat.

“Mao… will you marry me?”

Things started flying in his direction. A tissue box bounced off his head.

Mao laughed out loud, holding her stomach.

“Oi! Stop that!”

“You be serious then!” Pi huffed.

“I love you, Mao! So when will we be torturing the Oguri doll? Or better yet, the Pi doll!”

He whipped out the a doll that looked like a dog had been gnawing on its head. Pi suddenly came out onto the shot and went after Tego. The camera went off again. Mao wiping her tears of laughter.

Next cut. Massu sat there eating a plateful of gyoza.

“You know, Mao,” he started, mouth still full. “There’s a saying. No gyoza, No life! There’s still plenty of gyoza for us. So let’s eat and be merry eh? Stop hiding now.”

“Okay, if you make meatballs, I’ll even eat them just for you!” he added with a pained expression.

Mao stuck her tongue out at Massu and grinned.

“Woo-hoo! You are our hero!” Tego called out.

“So why are we still filming him eating like a pig?” Ryo mused as Massu got distracted with his gyozas. The camera turned off. Kei-chan was next.

“So just come to KoyaMama okay?” was all Kei-chan’s cut said.

Mao frowned. Not like Kei-chan at all. She watched as Kei-chan stood up and said, “I mean it guys. No editing.”

Mao laughed her head off. They just edited his whole speech out to one sentence. Next cut. And this was the one that was making her heart all jumpy even before he came out.

P-chan came into view, sitting on the couch. Mao grinned.

“I know you’re smiling right now,” Pi’s voice said. The camera still on P-chan.

“You’re happy I’ve admitted that I’m a buta?” his amused voice called.

Mao tried hard not to smile but failed. She watched as Pi suddenly jumped out grinning his boyish grin.

“Come out already. Everything’s going to be alright.”

And he gave a smile. And she knew everything was going to be alright. The video ended with all of them jumping out and just telling her to come out of her room already.

Grinning, she jumped off the bed.

**

They weren’t in their rooms or roof. Mao ran down the stairs and stopped when she saw Pi sitting on a bench he had placed by the entrance, looking serenely up at the sky. She slowly walked up to him and sat down, not looking at him. Copying him, she also looked to the sky.

Pi’s gaze went to her, a smile on his lips. “The others went to buy some food for our party.”

Mao turned her head to him.

“Thank you,” she said softly.

He ruffled her hair. And they sat in comfortable silence. She glanced back at him. She really shouldn’t do this…

“Pi… come stretch your legs with me before they come back?” she asked tentatively.

Pi smiled.

**

They were wandering around the mall, with no real plans, just a couple of friends hanging out. Before they decided on going to the mall, they had no real destination. But somehow it didn’t matter. Just as long as they were together… That’s what Pi felt…. It reminded him of what Mao had asked him once… What was the one place he really wants to go to? Before he had no answer… But now… he knows… It was wherever she was.

They were curious as to why there were a lot of kids and their parents this day. And found out it was because of the small carousel the mall had setup. They had decided to go back home when Mao suddenly bumped into something. WAAAAAHHHH came the wails of a little boy.

“Sorry. I’m so sorry!” Mao said, squatting down.

More wailing.

“What did you do?” Pi asked.

“Nothing!” Mao glared at him over the boy’s cries.

“He must have lost his parents,” Mao said as she patted the little boy, trying to calm him down.

Instead it agitated him more. WAAAAAHHH!!!

“Hey, kid, where’s your mommy and daddy?” Pi then asked him, patting his head.

The boy immediately stopped crying and shook his head.

“Wow. You have a way with kids,” Mao said, amazed. “Maybe we should take him to the staff.”

She gently took the boy’s hand and he started wailing once more. Mao tried to shush him, feeling her patience was about to break. She was starting to have a headache. She didn’t like kids much. Pi suddenly picked him up and then he stopped crying once more.

“Okay, this kid hates me,” Mao stated flatly.

“Let’s do an experiment,” Pi then said.

Pi held the boy closer to Mao and he started to cry. He held him away and he immediately stopped crying. Pi did it again and again. Wail. Stop. Wail. Stop. Wail-

“Okay! Okay! We all get it!” Mao said, giving Pi a death glare as he tied to stop laughing.

“Homygod! Aren’t they too young to be parents? And that’s his wife?!” a teenager exclaimed, shocked.

“Like he can so sooooo much better. Good thing the son got his father’s genes,” her friend chimed in.

Mao gave them a dark look as Pi looked around for some staff.

“Aren’t those two really familiar?” Mao asked flatly, still glaring at the two teenage girls.

“Whut?” Pi turned to his head to her.

“Never mind.”

The little boy in Pi’s arms tugged at his hair and pointed to the carousel.

“Oh.”

**

She didn’t know what gives but Pi dumped the boy into her arms, gave two thumbs-up sign and then left them. The boy looked up at her and his lips started quivering. She groaned.

Luckily, the moment he sat on the wooden horse, he stopped crying. I will get Pi for this, she thought, as she rubbed her temples. Her ears still ringing. The kid seemed to be enjoying now, even started giggling. She smiled despite his shrill cried earlier.

Mao looked out and saw Pi waving at her among the crowd. They made a full circle. She waved back at Pi when they passed him again, using the boy’s hand. But the next time, Pi was gone. Mao frowned. She looked around. What is he up to? Another full circle. Still no Pi. She started becoming nervous for some reason, looking left and right, peering into the crowd.

And then she saw him. In the same place but with two ice cream cones in hand, grinning boyishly at her as he held them up. Mao chuckled, her heart still racing. What was that? She panicked when she couldn’t find him… Was she that attached to him? But she already know the answer, right…?

**

“Tomo!” a mother screamed as Mao and the boy went out the gate. She fussed over her little boy and hugged him tightly.

Tomo? Mao and Pi looked at each other. The boy’s mother thanked them profusely. She told Tomo to say goodbye to the kind people. The boy waved at Pi, Pi waved back with the cone. But when it was Mao’s turn, the boy’s lips started to quiver again. And Mao’s face fell.

“Tomo huh? Just like you, really uncute!” Mao growled as she and Pi started walking.

Pi snickered. “Here, this will cheer you up.”

He handed her the other ice cream cone. Mao took it and then pushed it into his nose.

“Oi!” he shouted angrily.

Mao snatched the untouched one and started forward. Pi shouting at her as he followed. She just felt frustrated. Frustrated at realizing how much he affected her. Is this even the right time to be feeling that? Wasn’t she the one who decided they should stay friends?

“Omo! Why are you eating with you nose?” she feigned innocence as Pi caught up with her, wiping his nose.

Pi scowled at her. “Stop acting like you’re Korean!”

“Aigoo~ Someone’s panties are in a twist! You can’t do anything about it! Pabo!”

“I bet that’s the only Korean word you know.”

“Na-uh! Koh jid mal! Ma ji mak il sa!” Mao shot back.

“You’re just rattling off Big Bang songs!”

“So? They’re still Korean! There’s still kimchi, bulgogi…,” Mao laughed.

“Chap chae?” Pi rolled his eyes and laughed despite himself.

“Saranghaeyo!” they both yelled, eyes shining, pointing at each other.

Ooops. They both shut up and concentrated on their ice creams as they continued walking.

**

Shun put down the phone in his hand. Mao’s phone was still turned off. What was wrong with her? Leaving her phone like that. He was concerned if her mother was okay. If she was okay. Shun heard someone come up behind him. He glanced back and his face turned stony. Toma.

Pocketing his phone, he turned on his heel without a word, brushing past Toma.

“Still no answer from your girlfriend?” he sneered.

He wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of an answer.

“I think I may know the reason why,” Toma then added, his voice full of malice.

Shun kept walking.

“Have you really gone soft? Haven’t you made the connection yet? She went to visit her mom all of a sudden. Isn’t that too much of a coincidence?”

Shun stopped and turned around, his eyes narrowed at Tome. He had been more than panicked at the way Mao just went away without a word to him. His heart felt heavy. It wasn’t lost on him that Toma might have planned something. But he refused to acknowledge there’s a chance of that happening. Due to the fact that he desperately wants things to remain okay. Things would always be okay… Toma would never… But he should have known better… He should have…

“Let me break it down to you. Your girlfriend may just have heard our interesting conversation last time. And judging from the fact she isn’t here and you’re unable to reach her… she might not have stayed to hear the end. Pity. Tsk Tsk.”

In the blink of an eye, Shun was holding him by his shirt collar. His face twisted in anger.

“You set me up?!”

“I haven’t grown up,” Toma cackled. “Has she made you slow in the head?”

Shun’s fist connected with his face. And then socked him in the stomach. He gave him another punch, gritting his teeth. No amount of pain he inflicted on Toma was enough though. He pushed him away and then started running. Mao…

“You were wrong. This was never about her Shun,” Toma said quietly, as he felt his jaw. “I would never let a girl get to me. You look like a fool.”

This time it was Shun’s turn to laugh. A mirthless, helpless laugh.

“What you can’t have, no one else can have too,” Shun said. “That’s always been you, Toma.”

Shun then ran out as Toma angrily kicked the stool beside him.

**

“Koyama said they’ll be here soon. There were a lot of people in the grocery. Seems like there was a sale,” Pi explained to Mao as they sat down on the bench at the entrance.

“Alright! I can’t wait for the food!” Mao grinned as she looked up the sky.

Pi nodded enthusiastically as well. And then glanced at Mao. Her hands were placed on the bench on each side of her. He looked down at his left hand and then her right hand. Feeling impulsive, he slid a little closer to her. His fingers drumming on the bench. He pursed his lips and stole another glance. Mao had a small smile on her lips. Friends, friends, he reminded himself.

Mao wasn’t lost on the fact Pi slid closer again for the second time. Their hands could almost touch. Her heart was pounding. She bit her lip, trying to contain the sudden burst of giddiness… Pi’s hand moved a little closer…

Why would she stop it now? Why was she stopping it in the first place? Her whole heart had never felt this light after this realization… So what if it screws up? What if it doesn’t? She would be missing out on a lot…

Maybe they could-

“Mao,” a voice called out.

Mao and Pi’s shocked stares fell on Shun.

**

Mao jumped up from the bench, not realizing that Pi had been about to take her hand in his, still staring wide-eyed at Shun. Pi stood up as well, a dark look on his face, animosity filled his eyes.

“W-What are you doing here?”

“We need to talk about this. Right now,” Shun said, trying to steady his voice. He looked harassed and he didn’t like the way Mao was looking at him.

“There’s nothing to talk about,” Ryo’s voice came from behind.

Shun didn’t seem to hear or didn’t really care. His eyes were only on Mao.

“There’s really a big misunderstanding here. Let’s talk about this!” he said urgently.

“Mao. Do you want him to go?” Kei-chan asked. The others behind him took a step forward.

Pi looked to Mao. Her eyes were cast down.

“Okay. We’ll talk,” she finally said, after a while.

Mao looked up. Shun, relieved, stepped towards her. But stopped as Pi stepped in front of Mao. He frowned as he looked on.

“Mao… No…”

Pi gazed down at her, his eyes pleading. He didn’t know why. But he had a feeling, if they talked… if they talked… they would…

“It’s okay, Buta,” she smiled up at him, misinterpreting his concern. “I can handle him. I think I’m ready.”

“Let’s go to my room, Shun.”

She turned around. Pi caught her arm.

“Don’t…”

Mao smiled at him reassuringly. And with the others, he could only watch on helplessly as Mao and Shun went up the stairs.

**

“We’re done, Shun, We’re-,” Mao started as soon as Shun closed the door behind him.

She gasped as Shun embraced her tightly from behind.

“Don’t say that,” he whispered. “Don’t.”

“Get off of me!” Mao yelled and pulled away, feeling disgusted.

“It’s not what you think!”

“Why are you still acting, Shun? It’s over! You’ve had your little fun so just- just go!” Mao shouted, trying to hold back the tears. She didn’t want him to see. She won’t look like a fool in front of him again.

“Toma set me up! He was the one who asked you to his place!”

“I heard everything. Your whole brilliant plan. Do I have to feel flattered you were willing to spend that much time on me?” Mao said sarcastically. Her ears were pounding.

“I was like that in the past I admit. But now I am serious about you! You never heard the whole thing!”

And he started explaining everything. Everything she hadn’t heard that time. He finished and Mao looked at him. Her eyes void of all emotion.

“You expect me to believe you just like that? If I do, are you going to be laughing with Toma again?”

He knew he had hurt her deeply… and he was willing to do everything just so she can understand… Their gazes locked and he slowly kneeled down in front of her… His eyes welling up with tears… She must understand…

“I know asking you to believe me right now is impossible… but I love you… I love you… and I can’t take the way you’re looking at me right now…”

Mao blinked at Shun, who was pouring all his heart out and in his eyes… Mao could see the truth… She was still fighting it, telling herself he was a good actor… but his eyes…

The realization hit her hard… It was all a misunderstanding. Shun loves her… Her tears fell… shun pulled her slowly to him and he buried his face in her stomach…. Mao, still in shock, gazed down at him… not knowing what to do… her hands slowly wrapped around his head… She looked around totally lost… What should she do? Her eyes stopped at the door… What should she do? As thoughts of Pi involuntarily crammed into her head… making matters worse…

**

Shun’s head laid on top of her lap as he slept, his legs going over the side of the couch. Mao gazed down at him, her thoughts confusing and frustrating her. She had been ready to move on… with the thought that Shun wasn’t worth all the anguish and hurt she felt… Thoughts of Pi invaded into her mind again… She really is a bad person… She is the worst… All this while, Shun had been thinking of her and only her… And her? Guilty feelings surfaced… It was almost as if she betrayed Shun... She can’t hurt Shun… right? But the way she put things… as if just out of guilt… She shook her head. Her eyes went towards the door again…

**

“I don’t think he’s coming out till tomorrow, Pi,” Ryo said, stepping out of his room.

Pi sat on the floor, his eyes not leaving Mao’s door. Ryo knew he had been waiting ever since they came up. It had been two hours. It was obvious what was happening. He had waited with Pi but after an hour had gone into his room. There had been shouting at first but everything had been quiet for a while now.

“Yeah,” Pi grunted, as he closed his eyes and leaned his head back.

“Too bad. I wanted to take a shot at him,” he then added, opening an eye at Ryo.

Ryo chuckled. “Ditto.”

Pi slowly got up. He opened his door.

“I’m glad to see someone that cares that much for Mao,” Ryo said quietly to Pi.

Pi looked back at him.

“Right back at ya.”

He grinned at Ryo, took one last look at Mao’s door and disappeared into his room. Ryo stared a while at his door and then to Mao’s door and slowly hung his head.

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Yamapiggy: how are you guys? hope you like this new update ne! *bows* i tried my best. ^______^ some i thought up when i had a fever. so if you're going "what the pudding?" gomen ne. LOL! i'm typing chapter 15 too. hope i can put it up soon >w<